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The Grief of Becoming Free; When doing the right thing still breaks your heart.
Episode 64 • Bonus Episode • 14th October 2026 • Not That Girl Anymore • Dawn Bouillion
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What happens when you finally find the courage to leave a relationship, belief system, or environment that has been hurting you, but instead of feeling only relief, you find yourself grieving?

In this deeply personal episode of Not That Girl Anymore, we explore the grief that comes with freedom—the complicated emotions that arise when you choose yourself, set boundaries, and begin healing from relationships and systems that once defined your life.

From grieving the future you imagined to mourning lost years, changing relationships, and the version of yourself who worked so hard to hold everything together, this conversation creates space for the parts of healing we don't talk about enough.

You'll discover why missing someone doesn't mean you made the wrong decision, why grief and gratitude can coexist, and how to move forward without dismissing the pain of what you've lost.

Because freedom doesn't mean the past stops hurting. Sometimes it means you're finally safe enough to feel everything you've been carrying.

If you're navigating life after a difficult relationship, religious trauma, emotional abuse, or a major life transition, this episode is a reminder that you can grieve what was, honor who you've been, and still embrace the beautiful life you're creating.

You are allowed to heal at your own pace. You are allowed to want more. And you are allowed to become someone new.

You are not that girl anymore.

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