The power of hands, hosted by Caroline Verdon, delves into the intricate world of hand transplants. Featuring an in-depth interview with Professor Simon Kay, a pioneer in the field who established the UK's Hand Transplant Unit at Leeds Teaching Hospitals NHS Trust in 2013, the episode explores his personal and professional journey. Prof. Kay shares insights from his electrocution injury at age 5 that spurred his interest in hand surgery, emphasizing both psychological and surgical care. The episode traces the evolution of hand transplants, comparing early challenges in Lyon with the success in Louisville, and details the establishment of a UK program, highlighting the hurdles overcome for NHS funding. It also underscores the profound significance of hands in functions such as communication, sensory feedback, and cultural identity, concluding with a look ahead to an inspiring story from Jamie Mines, a former footballer who lost his legs and hands in an accident.Produced by Under the Mast, this episode explores the significance of hands throughout all aspects of life
00:00 Introduction to Leeds Hand Transplant Team
00:52 Personal Story: Professor Simon Kay's Early Life
02:45 Lessons from Childhood Adversity
05:53 The Journey to Hand Surgery
08:21 Pioneering Hand Transplantation
10:59 The Journey to Hand Transplantation
12:06 Challenges and Breakthroughs
14:09 The Importance of Hands
14:59 The Complexity of Hand Functions
15:50 Hands in Human Culture and Communication
20:21 The Significance of Handshakes
22:11 Preview of the Next Episode
In safe hands, stories from Leeds pioneering hand transplant
Caroline Verdon:team coming up in this episode.
Caroline Verdon:Prof. Simon Kay: Ever since Friends, the sitcom series, there seems to have
Caroline Verdon:been a sort of wave across the Western world of hugging, not shaking hands.
Caroline Verdon:But the point about shaking hands is when you shake somebody's hands, you feel them
Caroline Verdon:and you have to look them in the face.
Caroline Verdon:My children will tell you.
Caroline Verdon:That I like to shake hands with them rather than hug them because it's just a
Caroline Verdon:telling way to say hello and how are you.
Caroline Verdon:You get a lot of information very quickly.
Caroline Verdon:Thank you for joining me for this podcast from the
Caroline Verdon:UK's Hand Transplant Team based at Leeds Teaching Hospitals NHS Trust.
Caroline Verdon:I'm Caroline Verdon and in this episode We meet Professor Simon Kay.
Caroline Verdon:He's a world leading authority on hand transplants, and he set up
Caroline Verdon:the unit here in the UK in 2013.
Caroline Verdon:Prof. Simon Kay: So a large part of my work is working with
Caroline Verdon:children with hand abnormalities.
Caroline Verdon:And, um, That has been my goal in life since the age of about 12.
Caroline Verdon:So when I was about 5, I had an electrocution injury to my hand.
Caroline Verdon:I was at home with my mother, and we had an electric bar
Caroline Verdon:fire, and I switched it on.
Caroline Verdon:And of course, it doesn't go red immediately.
Caroline Verdon:And so I grabbed it, thinking it wasn't energized as a child would.
Caroline Verdon:And of course it was, and I was electrocuted, and it burnt my finger.
Caroline Verdon:And I lived in Channel Islands then, so I was flown out to
Caroline Verdon:Woodstock Plastic Surgery Unit.
Caroline Verdon:in Salisbury, where I had, um, what I would now see as inappropriate and heroic
Caroline Verdon:efforts to save me from losing a finger.
Caroline Verdon:And I had to have skin grafts and so on.
Caroline Verdon:So that was both instructive about parent child guilt, about parent child
Caroline Verdon:separation, and about the complexities and interest of reconstructive
Caroline Verdon:surgery, and in the end about Because, as I got older, I had a very, uh,
Caroline Verdon:scarred and deformed part of my hand.
Caroline Verdon:And the more activities I wanted to take part in, the more it was in the way.
Caroline Verdon:And it was both unsightly, because the aesthetics of the hand are important.
Caroline Verdon:It was both unsightly and inconvenient.
Caroline Verdon:And so, I went back to my parents and said, you know, I think I'd
Caroline Verdon:like to be rid of this digit.
Caroline Verdon:And by then, they'd invested, as had doctors, a lot of
Caroline Verdon:time and effort in saving it.
Caroline Verdon:And so my father took me off to see some Harley Street bigwig who wanted
Caroline Verdon:to do some clever, complicated thing.
Caroline Verdon:And I didn't like the sound of it at all.
Caroline Verdon:I was about 14 then, 15.
Caroline Verdon:So I went to my GP when we got back to Channel Islands,
Caroline Verdon:and he amputated it for me.
Caroline Verdon:And it was the best thing I've ever done.
Caroline Verdon:And it taught me that, that whole episode, which was a formative part of my life, had
Caroline Verdon:lessons that have carried me through life.
Caroline Verdon:One is about the enormous guilt my mother felt.
Caroline Verdon:And how that guilt drove her, um, to find, you know, complex care for
Caroline Verdon:me, how specialists always over egg it and don't do the simple things.
Caroline Verdon:Um, partly because I suppose if you call yourself a specialist, you feel
Caroline Verdon:you should do something special.
Caroline Verdon:Well, I don't think that's necessary, I think that's, you should be
Caroline Verdon:able to do something special, you shouldn't feel you have to do it.
Caroline Verdon:Um, And it taught me that, uh, that what matters is what's between the
Caroline Verdon:ears and not what's on the hand, so it was important for me to have this.
Caroline Verdon:I was, as a child, young child, able to express my wishes, and
Caroline Verdon:luckily I had a GP who would listen.
Caroline Verdon:All of those are things that I think are really valuable lessons for any doctor.
Caroline Verdon:So that's what's really sort of fueled
Caroline Verdon:your, or driven your interest.
Caroline Verdon:Prof. Simon Kay: In this, in my view, misguided endeavor to save a finger, um,
Caroline Verdon:which involved several operations and very long periods of hugely unpleasant therapy.
Caroline Verdon:Nobody really seemed to be thinking about whether it was worth it.
Caroline Verdon:And there was an assumption that if we started, we have to finish,
Caroline Verdon:and we can't change course.
Caroline Verdon:I don't know, some of that might have been my parents being slightly
Caroline Verdon:intimidated by the sort of great man surgeon thing, and the surgeon feeling,
Caroline Verdon:just carry on down the same path.
Caroline Verdon:It also had a profound effect on me in that I developed very bad stammer,
Caroline Verdon:which I think, um, was quite a defining part of my childhood because it was
Caroline Verdon:so bad that I was essentially mute, I didn't talk to anyone really at all,
Caroline Verdon:and I, I dreaded conversation and so on.
Caroline Verdon:Um, as you can see it's better now.
Caroline Verdon:Yeah, you wouldn't know.
Caroline Verdon:Well, sometimes, hear me on the phone or on the radio.
Caroline Verdon:But, um, but That had a, a, a big effect on my life, and it all comes
Caroline Verdon:from just picking up that barfire.
Caroline Verdon:And so, I realized that these things that we see as, oh, it's just a
Caroline Verdon:small burn, can have consequences that fan out throughout the life.
Caroline Verdon:Some of them are good and bad, they're not, not everything bad
Caroline Verdon:flows from an injury like that.
Caroline Verdon:I mean, one of the good things was that I learned to, children who face adversity
Caroline Verdon:in childhood, And come through it with the help of a strong structure, whether it's
Caroline Verdon:religious or family or organization based, they often become very resilient and
Caroline Verdon:also very empathetic and contemplative.
Caroline Verdon:So they develop skills early that that other children don't, I'm
Caroline Verdon:not advocating that you should put every child through, but it's
Caroline Verdon:interesting that that's what happened.
Caroline Verdon:And we see that time and again, there are many examples from.
Caroline Verdon:public life and also in my clinics.
Caroline Verdon:You see it all the time.
Caroline Verdon:So it did have a strong influence on me and it made me think about
Caroline Verdon:hands and made me think about hand surgery and hand surgery was
Caroline Verdon:just in its infancy after the war.
Caroline Verdon:Um, and the idea that you could mitigate injury and congenital
Caroline Verdon:deformity and, and differences in the hand was utterly fascinating to me.
Caroline Verdon:And so that's why I decided to to do medicine.
Caroline Verdon:And that's why I decided to do reconstructive surgery.
Caroline Verdon:And so for a large part of your career, it obviously
Caroline Verdon:didn't involve the transplantation.
Caroline Verdon:How did that come about?
Caroline Verdon:Prof. Simon Kay: Well, first of all, I've had several things that
Caroline Verdon:I wanted to contribute and think I have in children's hand surgery.
Caroline Verdon:And amongst those are that The psychology and behavior of the child and the
Caroline Verdon:family are far more important than the physical problem with the hand.
Caroline Verdon:So, uh, straight away, I don't think surgery is the be all and end all.
Caroline Verdon:I think behavior and the, and understanding, and, and, um, if you
Caroline Verdon:don't have that, how can you advise?
Caroline Verdon:And so that's why right from the get go when I was a consultant,
Caroline Verdon:I had a psychologist with me in clinic all the time.
Caroline Verdon:Um, And, as I say, it's what's between the ears that matters, not what's on the hand.
Caroline Verdon:But then also, um, I trained part of my time with a chap called Graham
Caroline Verdon:Lister in Louisville, Kentucky, who was an unusual personality and
Caroline Verdon:a very good surgeon, good teacher.
Caroline Verdon:And he started doing microsurgical transplants of toes to hands for
Caroline Verdon:congenital absence of, say, thumbs.
Caroline Verdon:And so, I was always a committed microsurgeon, just in the sort of
Caroline Verdon:new wave of microsurgery in the 80s.
Caroline Verdon:And so that's what we came to Leeds, a colleague of mine and I came to Leeds
Caroline Verdon:to set up a microsurgery service here.
Caroline Verdon:And he was a very good microsurgeon.
Caroline Verdon:And he did a lot of the head and neck reconstruction microsurgery
Caroline Verdon:and I did hand reconstruction.
Caroline Verdon:So I was doing a lot of transplanting tissue to the hand.
Caroline Verdon:Microsurgery refers to the idea that with the aid of an operating microscope you can
Caroline Verdon:join together very small blood vessels.
Caroline Verdon:And so you can take, say, a toe off a foot, transplant it to hand, and give
Caroline Verdon:it blood flow and life immediately by joining up the very small blood vessels.
Caroline Verdon:So I was doing children's reconstruction surgery with microsurgery, and I trained
Caroline Verdon:in Kentucky, in the States, and that was a unit that was beginning to look at the
Caroline Verdon:pros and cons of hand transplantation.
Caroline Verdon:And I was there in sort of 85, 86, and they did their first transplant in 2000.
Caroline Verdon:So 15 years later, but they're already beginning to talk about it.
Caroline Verdon:And um, the team that did the transplant was the team I'd worked with.
Caroline Verdon:So I knew them well.
Caroline Verdon:And when they were first beginning to talk about
Caroline Verdon:it and when that became a genuine conversation of possibility,
Caroline Verdon:what were your thoughts on it?
Caroline Verdon:Prof. Simon Kay: Oh, I thought it was a great idea.
Caroline Verdon:But it's interesting the history of the first modern era transplants
Caroline Verdon:is the first one was done in, in Lyon, in France, uh, by.
Caroline Verdon:Guy called Max Dubinar and his team, but with an Australian
Caroline Verdon:urological microsurgeon, um, and a patient from New Zealand.
Caroline Verdon:And he said, why is that happening there?
Caroline Verdon:And it was a very, in retrospect, I think everybody involved in that would agree
Caroline Verdon:it was a poorly thought out procedure.
Caroline Verdon:The patient was really unsuitable, he hadn't been assessed properly,
Caroline Verdon:his requests weren't met, his conditions that he needed weren't met.
Caroline Verdon:And he, in In fact, began to psychologically reject his hand.
Caroline Verdon:Some people question whether such a thing exists, but it does.
Caroline Verdon:He didn't like his hand.
Caroline Verdon:So he stopped taking his immunosuppression, and then
Caroline Verdon:immunologically rejected it, with the intent of losing it.
Caroline Verdon:So, so three months later, Louisville did their hand transplant, and that's still
Caroline Verdon:attached and alive and working well.
Caroline Verdon:And the reason, there are two differences, one is that Louisville
Caroline Verdon:spent 10 years working up towards it, analyzing it, researching, looking
Caroline Verdon:at attitudes, understanding the psychosocial consequences and so on.
Caroline Verdon:They screened their patients very carefully, um, they knew exactly
Caroline Verdon:what the patient would tolerate and wouldn't tolerate, and so.
Caroline Verdon:The chance of psychological rejection was much smaller and it's interesting
Caroline Verdon:that the Leon transplant was three months before Louisville won and
Caroline Verdon:one can't help wondering if there was a rush to be first there.
Caroline Verdon:But so then Louisville did it in the year 2000, January I think it was 2000.
Caroline Verdon:And so I went to our trust medical director and I said, uh, we've
Caroline Verdon:got all the know how to do this.
Caroline Verdon:There's a transplant service in Leeds for organs.
Caroline Verdon:We've got the best microsurgery service in Britain.
Caroline Verdon:Why don't we do this?
Caroline Verdon:We need to start going on this and he said something to me, he's
Caroline Verdon:a very nice chap, end up friends.
Caroline Verdon:He said, he said, I think this is really interesting, but I think it
Caroline Verdon:would be better to be in the vanguard, but not actually carry the flag.
Caroline Verdon:And I thought that was a very nice way of putting it.
Caroline Verdon:So get ready to be there early, but not the first, um, because there's a lot
Caroline Verdon:of risk attached, both reputationally for me and for the hospital, but
Caroline Verdon:also for the patient physically.
Caroline Verdon:So then I kind of got busy with other stuff.
Caroline Verdon:Um.
Caroline Verdon:And, uh, it went on the back burner, and then a very nice chap called Raj Prasad
Caroline Verdon:came along to me in about, probably about 2009, 10, and said, You should get
Caroline Verdon:off your ass and do a hand transplant.
Caroline Verdon:He's, he's a transplant surgeon.
Caroline Verdon:Um, and it was 10 years later, and I thought, yeah, I haven't reactivated that.
Caroline Verdon:So I started down that road, realized that it was actually a very difficult road
Caroline Verdon:to get agreement to do, and that rather than just setting up a business, Plate
Caroline Verdon:and saying anybody with no hand come on.
Caroline Verdon:I'll give you one We had to get a lot of permissions cross a lot of boundaries
Caroline Verdon:find a lot of funding put together a team And we finally did that and persuaded the
Caroline Verdon:trust that they would do the first one financially at risk That is say they'd
Caroline Verdon:go out and try and recoup the funding after it had happened because there was
Caroline Verdon:no Basis in those days for negotiating that ahead So we did our first transplant
Caroline Verdon:12 years ago And, uh, a month later they changed the commissioning rules.
Caroline Verdon:So we, we couldn't do them without a centrally agreed contract.
Caroline Verdon:And that took three years to negotiate and compete for and finally get, if I say that
Caroline Verdon:in one sentence, but it was three years of learning how to, um, maneuver in NHS
Caroline Verdon:culture and how to persuade people that if they've got a limited pot of money, this
Caroline Verdon:is something they should buy instead of.
Caroline Verdon:Something else, but we got there eventually, and so we became centrally
Caroline Verdon:funded, and that's an enormous difference to other units around the
Caroline Verdon:world, because other units like the American units, they have to rely on
Caroline Verdon:either treating only very rich patients, because it's expensive business.
Caroline Verdon:Treating people who are funded by a charity, looking for legal compensation
Caroline Verdon:as part of treatment if they've lost it in an industrial accident.
Caroline Verdon:And in fact, the most prolific hand transplant unit now is Philadelphia,
Caroline Verdon:where my very good friend, Scott Levin, Runs the unit and his last
Caroline Verdon:two patients have been from overseas, wealthy patients from overseas.
Caroline Verdon:Um, so that's good that he's doing it, but it's kind of not
Caroline Verdon:providing the local service.
Caroline Verdon:But NHS England had both the competence and vision to see that this couldn't
Caroline Verdon:be provided by local funding.
Caroline Verdon:It would have to be a national structure and they stepped in and funded it.
Caroline Verdon:So huge kudos to them.
Caroline Verdon:And so let's have a look then at the importance of hands.
Caroline Verdon:How significant are they to, you know, our existence?
Caroline Verdon:Prof. Simon Kay: It seems that most people when they talk about hands and
Caroline Verdon:loss of a hand or impairment of a hand, they talk about mechanical function.
Caroline Verdon:You often hear the phrase pincer function or pincer grip or strength of
Caroline Verdon:grip as if it's just simply a gripping shovel on the end of a hydraulic limb.
Caroline Verdon:And of course, the truth is that it's far more complex.
Caroline Verdon:The first thing to say is hands are paired and they're mirror images.
Caroline Verdon:They work together and they work in front of you.
Caroline Verdon:And so they complete a circle with your head and both arms, your head at the
Caroline Verdon:centre directing things and your hands.
Caroline Verdon:Out there doing all the things they do, and the things they do are
Caroline Verdon:far more than simple mechanical.
Caroline Verdon:In fact, there is no simple mechanical.
Caroline Verdon:The mechanics of the hand are incredibly intricate and beautiful, um, in any case.
Caroline Verdon:But, the mechanical function is the one people focus on.
Caroline Verdon:Of course, there's a sensory function.
Caroline Verdon:And when I say a sensory function, when you think about hands, the amount
Caroline Verdon:of different sensory modalities they can detect, not just touch, light
Caroline Verdon:touch, vibration, hot and cold, proprioception, by which may mean
Caroline Verdon:they know the position they are at all times, so you can know what your
Caroline Verdon:hand is doing when you're not looking.
Caroline Verdon:These are remarkable qualities, so we've got the mechanical and the
Caroline Verdon:sensory qualities, but then there's something that transcends that.
Caroline Verdon:And I think it's a deeply sort of human cultural thing, which is
Caroline Verdon:based in the fact that the hand, the face, and language are three things
Caroline Verdon:that really do distinguish humans.
Caroline Verdon:And of course the thing that distinguishes humans most is their
Caroline Verdon:brain, and therefore their mind.
Caroline Verdon:And we don't know whether animals have minds.
Caroline Verdon:Uh, by which I mean the consciousness of others.
Caroline Verdon:But I'm convinced that hands play a part in the development of
Caroline Verdon:language, and so the development of the brain in reciprocal ways.
Caroline Verdon:That sounds a bit airy fairy and complex, but let me give you an example.
Caroline Verdon:One of the things that hands do is point.
Caroline Verdon:And, uh, we're the only animal that points.
Caroline Verdon:We point with what's called meant meaning, that is, it has meaning
Caroline Verdon:and we intend it to have meaning.
Caroline Verdon:It's not trained into us like a pointer dog.
Caroline Verdon:And indeed, pointing is one of the distinguishes from neurodivergence.
Caroline Verdon:It's a milestone you have to meet as a baby in order to
Caroline Verdon:be meeting your milestones.
Caroline Verdon:And you should be pointing within the first year.
Caroline Verdon:And then, when we see pointing, The interesting thing about pointing,
Caroline Verdon:it's done with the index finger, which is why it's called the index finger.
Caroline Verdon:And, in order to point, um, you have to have somebody to point for.
Caroline Verdon:So you're the pointer, and there's a consumer of the pointing, and
Caroline Verdon:the thing you're pointing at.
Caroline Verdon:And then if you want to tell somebody the name of something, you You indicate it
Caroline Verdon:and you say stone or tree and then you suddenly have a language and once you
Caroline Verdon:have a language, you can then communicate and you can communicate abstract things.
Caroline Verdon:So back to the functions of the hand, I think there's something very
Caroline Verdon:deeply embedded in humans that even though we don't think about it, we
Caroline Verdon:recognize our hands are very important for how we got to where we are.
Caroline Verdon:And so when people talk about hands and talk just about mechanical function,
Caroline Verdon:sensory function, they forget all the higher functions hands have.
Caroline Verdon:So in communication, in gesturing, in caring, you know, the caring touch of
Caroline Verdon:a warm hand, the touch of human warmth is a very caring thing for a child or
Caroline Verdon:for a partner or for an ill person.
Caroline Verdon:We decorate them, we put rings on them, we tattoo them, we paint on hails.
Caroline Verdon:And of course, the They're an important part of sex, almost
Caroline Verdon:impossible to have enjoyable sex without using your hands in some way.
Caroline Verdon:I don't mean just masturbating, but also in sex with a partner.
Caroline Verdon:And then finally, one of the most brutal and effective punishments throughout the
Caroline Verdon:ages, practiced throughout the world, is, is the amputation of the hands.
Caroline Verdon:So for stealing, or for adultery, or just as a punitive thing, I think William
Caroline Verdon:the Conqueror cut hands and feet off.
Caroline Verdon:Some of his victims to encourage the others and it happens throughout the world
Caroline Verdon:and we see it happening in Africa now And that's a brutal dehumanizing a thing
Caroline Verdon:and that's why it's so brutal because it dehumanize you So I think for all these
Caroline Verdon:reasons I hate it when people talk in my view ignorantly about the mechanical
Caroline Verdon:function of the hand There's so much more Finally, as I say, they work as a, as
Caroline Verdon:a ring, as in concert with each other.
Caroline Verdon:They're mirror images, they fit together, and they do complementary tasks.
Caroline Verdon:And we have one preferred hand.
Caroline Verdon:I don't like the idea of dominant hand.
Caroline Verdon:We have preferred hands for most activities.
Caroline Verdon:And at the center of that is the human face.
Caroline Verdon:Which incidentally, interestingly, has a lot of the same qualities.
Caroline Verdon:It's unique, it's aesthetic, it has sensory, both the extraordinarily
Caroline Verdon:sensitive proprioception of your lips and tongue, the sense of taste that is
Caroline Verdon:the seat of vision and hearing, it also moves and gestures facial movement,
Caroline Verdon:and it's an important part of sex.
Caroline Verdon:So it's quite interesting that they share these things.
Caroline Verdon:And they're the only two parts of the body that are always on view.
Caroline Verdon:So it's, it's a lot more concerted and complex than most
Caroline Verdon:people stop and think about.
Caroline Verdon:And I suppose we also use them in every kind of
Caroline Verdon:relationship that we have, whether it is a business relationship and
Caroline Verdon:there's the expected handshake or kids high fiving or whatever it
Caroline Verdon:Prof. Simon Kay: Well, now handshaking is really interesting for me because there's
Caroline Verdon:all sorts of Cod philosophy and history around it and ever since friends this
Caroline Verdon:year, the, you know, the sitcom series, um, There seems to have been a sort of
Caroline Verdon:wave across the western world of hugging not shaking hands Particularly in the
Caroline Verdon:anglo saxon world where shaking hands is sort of slightly austere and um thing
Caroline Verdon:to do But the point about shaking hands is when you shake somebody's hands you
Caroline Verdon:feel them So, you actually hold their hand, you feel its quality, is it warm,
Caroline Verdon:is it cold, is it sweaty, is it soft, is it strong, is it weak, and in order to
Caroline Verdon:shake somebody's hand, you have to look them in the face, you can't shake the
Caroline Verdon:hand while you're looking away, if you hug somebody, you avoid face to face.
Caroline Verdon:examination, and you don't get much sensory feedback because you put your
Caroline Verdon:arms around them and sometimes give them that kind of phony pat on the back.
Caroline Verdon:But that's very different from the handshake.
Caroline Verdon:The French do it beautifully.
Caroline Verdon:They shake hands and kiss.
Caroline Verdon:Cheek, cheek, one, one, one, two, three.
Caroline Verdon:Um, but shaking hands, I think is, I'd hate to see that go because it tells
Caroline Verdon:you so much more immediately about the person you're, you're meeting.
Caroline Verdon:That's really interesting.
Caroline Verdon:And something I think it's easy to overlook and to just bypass this
Caroline Verdon:whole gigantic part of society.
Caroline Verdon:Prof. Simon Kay: And during COVID, when we were encouraged to sort of bump
Caroline Verdon:elbows, if anything, then people were very slow to get back to shaking hands.
Caroline Verdon:But I prefer shaking hands to any other form of greeting.
Caroline Verdon:In fact, my children will tell you that I like to shake hands with them
Caroline Verdon:rather than hug them because it's just, um, Uh, for me it's a telling
Caroline Verdon:way to say hello and how are you.
Caroline Verdon:You get a lot of information very quickly.
Caroline Verdon:Coming up on our next episode, we meet Jamie Mines.
Caroline Verdon:He was a semi professional footballer from Swindon who lost his legs and
Caroline Verdon:hands in a building site accident.
Jamie Mines:Yeah, it was hard, honest to bear.
Jamie Mines:When I first woke up, I did ask why did they do it, why did they save me?
Jamie Mines:First, I said I would have Benny's hat.
Jamie Mines:And then they asked me if I would have different coloured skin or a lady's hat.
Jamie Mines:And then I thought about it.
Jamie Mines:I thought, because I'm quite a big tall lad, I actually said, oh no, I'd
Jamie Mines:like to have a guy's hat actually.
Jamie Mines:And similar like height, weight.
Jamie Mines:I got a bit choosy when it came to it.
Jamie Mines:I, I thought I was going to be upbeat for the rest of my life.
Caroline Verdon:And you can hear more from Jamie Mines on our next episode,
Caroline Verdon:which is out on the 30th of November.
Caroline Verdon:This podcast is an under the mast studio production.