The lawyer who prepares hardest is not always the lawyer the jury believes. Heather Rogers, the first public defender of Santa Cruz County, California, has spent more than 20 years learning that a trial is won by the story jurors repeat to each other in the deliberation room, not by the perfect binder. With host Kevin Morrison, Heather walks through her three trial tips: preparation is power, connection over perfection, and be yourself. She explains why the theory of the case works as a North Star, why rest counts as preparation, why the jury is watching from the moment you park, and what she means when she tells young attorneys to protect their "muchness."
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Speaker:trial attorney in San Francisco,
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Speaker:Welcome to another episode
of Verdict Academy,
Speaker:where we bring you the best trial
lawyers in the country to share their top
Speaker:three trial tips. Many of our
guests practice civil trial law,
Speaker:but today we have a real treat,
Speaker:a trial lawyer who has exclusively
practiced criminal law and specifically
Speaker:criminal defense, and who has reached
the highest level of her profession.
Speaker:Our guest today, Heather Rogers, is the
public defender of Santa Cruz County,
Speaker:California. Not only is Heather
the public defender of Santa Cruz,
Speaker:but she's the first one.
Speaker:She has been and continues to build a
team of dedicated advocates serving some
Speaker:of the most vulnerable of her community.
Heather is a Santa Cruz native,
Speaker:graduated from the University
of Chicago undergraduate,
Speaker:and a law degree from Stanford.
She clerked at the Ninth Circuit,
Speaker:worked public defense in San
Diego and Monterey Counties,
Speaker:and then for the Northern District of
California before coming home to Santa
Speaker:Cruz. Heather has handled cases at
every stage of criminal litigation from
Speaker:arraignments through trial and appeal.
Speaker:She has defended clients who have been
charged with a wide variety of offenses
Speaker:from delinquency to homicide.
In addition to practicing law,
Speaker:she teaches and mentors others in trial
techniques and is taught at the National
Speaker:Criminal Defense College and
various law schools. Heather Rogers,
Speaker:welcome to Verdict Academy.
Speaker:Thank you so much, Kevin, and
for that very nice introduction.
Speaker:It's a pleasure to have you. I'm
excited. You've tried so many cases.
Speaker:You have so much wisdom to
impart on our listeners.
Speaker:I do want to ask you a question generally.
Speaker:I know you were interested
in environmental law
initially and water rights
Speaker:particularly.
Speaker:How did you come to learn that the
courtroom was the place for you?
Speaker:It was completely random,
Kevin, to be honest with you.
Speaker:It was my third year at Stanford. I
was living in Santa Cruz and commuting,
Speaker:and I saw on the job board an internship
at the law firm that used to do public
Speaker:defense in Santa Cruz County.
Speaker:And I thought public defense barely knew
what it was, but it sounded exciting.
Speaker:It was close to home. And within
two weeks of this internship,
Speaker:I knew I had found my calling and
everything I had learned about water law
Speaker:became a cocktail story.
And I launched into this,
Speaker:which I've been doing for over 20 years.
Speaker:So it was the connection with
individual clients and their stories.
Speaker:Was that part of it?
Speaker:It was just everything.
Speaker:I walked into that office and just
the energy of the trial teams there,
Speaker:the clients, the human life,
the stories, the courtroom,
Speaker:this idea that you could learn skills,
Speaker:take them into a courtroom with serving
some of the most vulnerable people and
Speaker:change lives.
Speaker:Watching people get out of custody because
you've made an argument that really
Speaker:let them walk out the back door rather
than back into a cage just thrilled me.
Speaker:So I never looked back.
Speaker:I know a lot about the Clean Water
Act that is absolutely useless to me.
Speaker:Yeah. Well, not a lot of trials
going on in water law, I don't think.
Speaker:Not so much. Yeah.
Speaker:Obviously you found your passion and
that's always a great thing for everybody.
Speaker:Let's get it right into it then.
Speaker:Your top three trial tips generally
for trial lawyers in 30 minutes.
Speaker:That's the format of our show.
One is preparation is power.
Speaker:Two is connection over perfection,
Speaker:and three is be yourself. So let's
talk about preparation is power,
Speaker:Heather. What do you mean by that?
Speaker:First of all, it was really hard to
come up with three. I love this format.
Speaker:I struggle. This is what I came up with,
Speaker:but there's so many cool things I wanted
to share. So preparation is power.
Speaker:I mean, I'm sure your listeners
are preparing their trials, right?
Speaker:You have a discovery index, a witness
index, your binders, your digital files,
Speaker:your exhibits, but I'm talking about
something a little bit different,
Speaker:a little less intuitive. I'm talking about
preparing to tell a compelling story.
Speaker:And for me, all that
background prep that we do,
Speaker:all the binders that you could see, if
you could see my bookshelf right now,
Speaker:it is really just the fodder for that
story we have to tell to win a case.
Speaker:And that story for me centers
around the theory of the case,
Speaker:which at NCDC we describe as a
short common sense persuasive story
Speaker:that ties together the key facts,
including those facts beyond change,
Speaker:the legal defense,
Speaker:and the dominant emotion of the case.
And the way I think of it is if my jurors
Speaker:are telling each other this
story in the deliberation room,
Speaker:I win and my client goes home. So for me,
Speaker:everything flows from that.
Speaker:My theory of the case centers
my theory of each witness.
Speaker:Each theory of the witness builds on that
theory of the case so that by the end
Speaker:of the trial,
Speaker:my jurors are telling each other the story
that I've been telling as I prepared.
Speaker:So that's a really, really
big piece of it for me.
Speaker:The other thing that I want to share
is that rest and relaxation are
Speaker:preparation. Terrible at this,
but the truth is, people,
Speaker:is that working 80 hours a week is not
going to serve you when you walk into the
Speaker:courtroom. You're going to be blurry-eyed,
you're going to be on your notes,
Speaker:you're going to be reaching for another
cup of coffee like Kevin and I are doing
Speaker:today, and you're not going to be
doing that thing that you need to do,
Speaker:which is really be present in your body
telling a powerful and a persuasive
Speaker:story.
So an example, a recent gang case I tried,
Speaker:I organized storytelling around this
idea that my client was being forced to
Speaker:walk a tightrope between two worlds.
Speaker:On one side was the life he
wanted as a father, as a roofer,
Speaker:as somebody who was contributing to
society and earning the American dream.
Speaker:And on the other was this tangle that
followed him from his home country of gang
Speaker:life. And so with every witness, every
exhibit, every image, everything I said,
Speaker:I'm painting this picture for the
jury of that tightrope, right?
Speaker:And that becomes what I want the jurors
to see when they go back to deliberate.
Speaker:If they can walk that tightrope with
my client, I'm going to win that case.
Speaker:Just a way to think about it.
Speaker:Then one more thing on
preparation I want to tell people,
Speaker:because I was really guilty of
this for years as a trial lawyer,
Speaker:is preparation is not paralysis.
You could prepare a single
Speaker:case for the rest of your life and
there would still be more to do.
Speaker:When you know your theory,
when you've got your binders,
Speaker:when you know where to
find the key evidence,
Speaker:when you can capsulize in a sentence
what you need from every witness,
Speaker:your parachute is packed and it's
time to jump out of the plane.
Speaker:So much in there I love, and it resonates
with me and I'm sure our audience too.
Speaker:Let me break some of that down. Do you
still actively take on individual cases?
Speaker:You try cases you're still,
Speaker:or are you in the management role
where you're kind of beyond that?
Speaker:When I took on this role,
Speaker:I had three homicide cases that I
negotiated to bring with me to the role of
Speaker:public defender. And I just tried
the last one at the end of last year,
Speaker:but I really am going to keep taking
cases. I'm looking for the right one.
Speaker:My last one was a five-month trial,
Speaker:and it turned out that was too much to
keep the public defender's office afloat,
Speaker:but I'm definitely going
to keep trying cases.
Speaker:I have my eye out now for kind of that
sweet spot where maybe I can work with a
Speaker:less experienced attorney
on a real serious case,
Speaker:which if I love those cases
that first feel intractable.
Speaker:There's just no way through
this and you find the way.
Speaker:I love doing that so soon.
Speaker:The best trial lawyers know
that story, the power of story,
Speaker:and it's got to be story over everything.
Speaker:There must be an incredible challenge
when my guess is that you've got
Speaker:a lot of clients to represent
and time is at a premium.
Speaker:How do you teach your fellow
defenders and how yourself,
Speaker:how do you juggle the importance
of making the story of the
Speaker:case the forefront of how you try the
evidence, the witnesses, et cetera,
Speaker:versus, oh my gosh,
Speaker:I can't spend five hours with every
client figuring the story out of the case
Speaker:out because I'll never get my stuff
done. How do you balance that?
Speaker:Yeah. Well, we have what we
call vertical representation,
Speaker:which means that our lawyers stay with
their clients from their very first court
Speaker:date to the end.
Speaker:And so we really emphasize developing
pretty deep human relationships with
Speaker:everybody that we represent.
Speaker:And the stories flow naturally from that
because the story we're telling is not
Speaker:made up.
Speaker:It's the story of this actual human
being who we've walked this journey with,
Speaker:we've really gotten to know.
Speaker:I also think that story is a real shortcut
because if you spend all of your time
Speaker:just dissecting every fact,
every exhibit, every image,
Speaker:every body-worn camera,
trying to memorize it,
Speaker:internalize it without
an organizing principle,
Speaker:not only are you putting too much
information in your brain that you're not
Speaker:going to make sense of, but
you can really get lost.
Speaker:So what I challenge my attorneys to do
is to find that theory of the case early
Speaker:and organize everything around it.
It's like the North Star and it's simple.
Speaker:It's something that you can say to your
friend at a coffee shop or on a bar
Speaker:stool over drinks. This
is why I should win.
Speaker:It's a simple little human
thing. I think as lawyers,
Speaker:we just get lost in the minutia.
We get lost in the legalese,
Speaker:lost in all these things that mean
nothing to our jurors and never will.
Speaker:And so for me, really,
Speaker:theory is a shortcut and everything we
do here is trained around storytelling.
Speaker:It's so easy, especially in civil law,
Speaker:to get bogged down in what I call the
minutiae. There's always the motions,
Speaker:the flurry of frankly,
worthless discovery.
Speaker:And it's so hard to see
the forest for the trees.
Speaker:It's so important to make sure that
you've got the theory of the case or the
Speaker:story of the case forefront.
It's always about that story,
Speaker:and you have to cut through that minutia
and have the confidence to know you
Speaker:can't go down every rabbit hole.
That's what the other side wants you.
Speaker:At least on our side, the other side
wants you down these rabbit holes.
Speaker:But it takes a lot of self-discipline
and some confidence in yourself to say,
Speaker:"Don't go down those rabbit
holes. Stick with a theory.".
Speaker:Totally. So Kevin, I
follow you on social media,
Speaker:and I know you were
doing a trial recently,
Speaker:and one of your posts really hit home
for me. It was this less is more idea,
Speaker:right? You were troubling
over the evidence, which
is a few days before trial.
Speaker:It felt to me like you had
had that cathartic moment of,
Speaker:"I don't have to worry about all of
this. I knew my story a month ago,
Speaker:two months ago, a year ago. My
client understands our story.
Speaker:We all understand the story,
Speaker:and we're going to stick with story."
I thought it was a really profound post
Speaker:and it resonated, and it's exactly
what I'm talking about here.
Speaker:You know when you're ready and
trust yourself, trust the process.
Speaker:You got to leap.
Speaker:Got to leap. And one of the points of
that post is even I'm three decades in,
Speaker:I still fall for it sometimes. I
still go down these rabbit holes.
Speaker:It's so inviting and you
want to fight everything,
Speaker:and at some point you just got
to wake up. And I would tell you,
Speaker:and I realized this, to your point about
rest and relaxation or preparation,
Speaker:I realized this when I was
going for a swim. I'm a swimmer.
Speaker:I was going for a long swim,
Speaker:and I kind of get in that zen state
in the middle of my swim and said,
Speaker:"You know what? This is what's
happening. I just kind of realized it,
Speaker:and you need to step away from
the desk, go for whatever it is,
Speaker:go for a walk, go for a run, go for a
hike, go for a swim, go for a bike ride,
Speaker:whatever it is to get the endorphins.
I always learn or have an
Speaker:aha moment where on those times
when you're resting your brain and
Speaker:something will come to you
naturally. So important to do that.
Speaker:That is exactly it. That swim was
work. You probably can't bill it,
Speaker:but in my mind, that is
where the real work happens.
Speaker:It happens when we just really
let ourselves absorb all that
Speaker:preparation, release
it to a certain extent,
Speaker:and find that core piece of it
that's going to connect with people,
Speaker:which kind of brings us to my next tip.
Speaker:Yeah. Awesome. Connection over perfection.
Speaker:This one took a long time for me
to internalize Kevin's. So I mean,
Speaker:I was that student who was
neurotically prepared. I mean,
Speaker:my law school outlines
are things of beauty.
Speaker:I feel like there should be a
special library for tortured people
Speaker:where they feature prominently.
But here's the thing, Kevin,
Speaker:is that quest for perfection,
Speaker:that quest to be perfect made me scripted.
Speaker:It made me cold, stilted, and
scripted from my first few trials.
Speaker:And it was so awkward and
so uncomfortable, so as
my teenager would say,
Speaker:cringey,
Speaker:that it is a wonder the jurors didn't
rotten tomato me out of the room.
Speaker:That was not working and it
will never work. And so for me,
Speaker:I was really lucky to benefit from
starting my career at Federal Defender San
Speaker:Diego, which had this amazing
training program, amazing mentors,
Speaker:many of whom we both know now who were
just these, not just powerhouse lawyers,
Speaker:but really real down-to-earth people
who taught me so much. And two quotes I
Speaker:learned stick with me. The first was
Maya Angelou. I know we've all heard it,
Speaker:but it's in my trial bag. I've learned
that people will forget what you said.
Speaker:People will forget what you did,
Speaker:but people will never forget how you
made them feel. Feeling is connection.
Speaker:If we are not connecting and our jurors
aren't feeling, we're not winning.
Speaker:And then the other one, this is
kind of dark, it comes from PSYOPS,
Speaker:from the American military,
Speaker:the way that we psychological warfare
at certain points in our history,
Speaker:not the points that are the
best points, but it happened.
Speaker:And the quote that comes out of PSYOPS is,
Speaker:"Capture their hearts and their minds
will follow." That can be dark or it can
Speaker:be beautiful. It can be what sets my
clients free here at Public Defenders.
Speaker:And so I really,
Speaker:really think that rather than
making these perfect outlines,
Speaker:these gorgeous binders, we need to
think about how to use this instrument,
Speaker:our eyes, our body, our hands, the space,
Speaker:and most importantly,
Speaker:our real life experiences as human
beings to connect with our jurors.
Speaker:We have to be in our bodies.
We have to be grounded,
Speaker:have to take the time to connect.
Speaker:Yeah. No, there's nothing more important.
Speaker:I think it takes a lot of
experience, at least it did for me.
Speaker:It took a lot of time to get there
because we're perfectionists.
Speaker:We want to say every word the
right way. We've got, let's say,
Speaker:you're giving an opening statement.
Speaker:You want to make sure that you say
the right words, the right evidence,
Speaker:that you're all in your head
initially. Am I saying this right?
Speaker:Does my tie look okay?
Speaker:Will I get non-suited if I
don't say the right words here?
Speaker:Did I pronounce the doctor's
name right? And oh my gosh,
Speaker:where am I on this outline? And that
juror doesn't look like he likes me.
Speaker:All that's going on in your head.
Speaker:It took me a long time
to get out of my head and
Speaker:just forget about the outline.
The outline's important.
Speaker:I have to have the outline
initially, but lose the notes,
Speaker:get in front of the jury. You know
the case. You know it really well.
Speaker:You know it better than anybody.
Speaker:Get out of your head and get in front
of them and just tell it like you're
Speaker:telling your neighbor or
something. It took me a long time.
Speaker:It took you a long time to get there.
Speaker:It's still hard for me, Kevin.
Speaker:It is the hardest thing because in some
ways I'm worrying against a little bit
Speaker:of my natural personality, which I'm
just a preparer. When we go on vacation,
Speaker:I have a 25-page itinerary.
Speaker:This is part of my inner battle always
is to remember those parts of my
Speaker:own personality and myself that
love people, that love stories.
Speaker:I'm genuinely curious about these jurors.
I'm genuinely curious about the clerk,
Speaker:the judge, the bailiff.
Speaker:And so just kind of amplifying
those pieces of me to drown out my
Speaker:tendency to prepare myself
to death and to try to be
Speaker:perfect. You're never going to be perfect.
Speaker:And I find too that actually once
you relax and you let perfection go,
Speaker:that's when you do your most polished
work. Counterintuitive, but it's true.
Speaker:Right? When you're the most comfortable,
Speaker:it just kind of all of a sudden just
starts to flow. You know the facts,
Speaker:but you know how to say
them in a certain way,
Speaker:in a natural way that does connect with
a jury because I love that, Maya Angelo.
Speaker:I was going to use that in my response.
Of course you went right there,
Speaker:but it's so true. I mean,
anytime you listen to a speech,
Speaker:a presentation where we do this for a
living and we walk out of there, I'm like,
Speaker:"What were the points that
he or she made?" I'm like,
Speaker:"I just remember that person made
me feel this way or that way,
Speaker:and that was a really
well-received speech.
Speaker:Was it because of the points
that they made? No, really.
Speaker:It was because of how they made me feel
and how I felt about the topic and their
Speaker:passion or lack thereof.
That's kind of where it all comes down.
Speaker:And you got to think when
you're the presenter,
Speaker:they're not going to remember Dr. Jones
said blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
Speaker:They're going to remember certain things
that overall themes and how you made
Speaker:them feel about that particular
witness or that case. So important.
Speaker:Totally. And finding a theory of the case,
Speaker:finding a theme that's human and that
you can really believe in kind of joins
Speaker:that last point I made into this point.
Speaker:It makes it so much easier to not
just connect as a human being,
Speaker:but to connect what you're doing
in the courtroom to your theory.
Speaker:If you really believe what you're
selling, by the time we get in trial,
Speaker:we have to have created a theory that
resonates for us because if it doesn't,
Speaker:it's probably not going
to work for our jurors.
Speaker:I know one of the points you want to
make in this area too is how the jury's
Speaker:watching you, how you interact with
your own team, how you interact with,
Speaker:in your case, the DA's office,
how you interact with clerk,
Speaker:how you interact with a judge.
Speaker:What are your words of wisdom for how to
behave to others in the courtroom when
Speaker:the jury's present?
Speaker:The jury is watching everything
you do. I tell my lawyers,
Speaker:from the moment you park in the parking
lot, you are on trial. You are on trial,
Speaker:and everything you do from that moment
forward is being watched, evaluated,
Speaker:and creating the impressions that might
keep your client in a cage or set them
Speaker:free. It really has to be very,
very intentional. And so for me,
Speaker:it's just don't be rude,
don't be sarcastic,
Speaker:don't be cute with opposing counsel.
Greet the clerk, greet the bailiff,
Speaker:be respectful to the judge,
look people in the eye,
Speaker:find some warmth in that moment of
stress and tension. Remember to be warm.
Speaker:One thing that really helps me with this
is if I'm going up to the clerk to get
Speaker:an exhibit marked, for example,
Speaker:we don't always pre-mark because sometimes
things come up in criminal trials,
Speaker:I will make an effort to look the clerk
in the eye and speak to her like a human
Speaker:being. It helps me get back in
my body. I know the clerk, right?
Speaker:It relaxes me a little bit.
Speaker:And also the jury is seeing what it
looks like for me on an everyday level in
Speaker:the courtroom. I know these people,
they like me, they respect me.
Speaker:We're in this repeat player environment,
Speaker:but every little thing that
you do like that, first of all,
Speaker:helps you get back in
your body and connect,
Speaker:but it also shows these jurors
that you are trustworthy, credible,
Speaker:and somebody that other people in this
courtroom look up to so that they will
Speaker:look up to you too.
Speaker:Someone told me once that trial's
about three things, credibility,
Speaker:credibility and credibility.
Speaker:You have to have credibility
because the jury looks to you.
Speaker:As a plaintiff's lawyer, they're
already thinking that we're scumbag,
Speaker:ambulance chaser, billboard lawyers.
I'm sure as a public defender,
Speaker:they're not thinking great things.
What is this guy guilty of?
Speaker:He must be guilty of something.
He wouldn't be here for a reason.
Speaker:He did something.
Speaker:And so I think in some ways from the
criminal practice on your side and the
Speaker:civil practice on my side,
Speaker:we kind of have to overcome
that initial bias against us.
Speaker:And the way you do that is to be a real
human being and be polite and credible.
Speaker:That means treating the
other side with respect,
Speaker:treating the clerk with respect, and
everybody in the courtroom, your team,
Speaker:roll your eyes when you hear testimony
that you don't agree with. Sarcasm is as
Speaker:much as I love it in my personal life,
Speaker:I have to bite my tongue and
not be sarcastic as juries
do not appreciate that.
Speaker:Be a real human. That's part
of being credible, right?
Speaker:That's exactly it, really. And all
three of these points are credibility,
Speaker:credibility, credibility. You nailed it.
Speaker:Yeah, so important. All right. And then
the last point then is just be yourself.
Speaker:Tell me about that.
Speaker:This one is so hard, Kevin. So
I'm really old and I grew up -.
Speaker:If you're really old, that makes me
ancient. So please don't go there.
Speaker:No, no. I've been doing this for
over 20 years, 23 years, I think now.
Speaker:I came up in a system where the public
defenders that we looked up to were very
Speaker:well established white men. That was
criminal defense. That was what it was.
Speaker:And these were people who were
incredibly charismatic, bright.
Speaker:They had loud booming voices.
When they would walk into a room,
Speaker:they would fill the room, that
classic just cults of personality.
Speaker:And I spent far too long trying
to be a charismatic white man,
Speaker:which was just never going to work for
me. I did not pull that off, Kevin.
Speaker:Even with my type A perfectionist drive,
Speaker:I wasn't able to reach what I thought
was that pinnacle of what a trial lawyer
Speaker:was supposed to look like. And there was
just a moment, maybe it was exhaustion,
Speaker:where I just started to
be myself and my results
Speaker:transformed. Suddenly I was
connecting. I was loving the work.
Speaker:Suddenly I was winning cases,
Speaker:and it was because I had
found my superpowers as a
person that I could bring to
Speaker:the courtroom and win cases.
Speaker:So talking to maybe less
experienced lawyers out there
in Verdict Academy world,
Speaker:I would say spend some time to journal
or think about what drew you to this
Speaker:work, what keeps you in it?
Speaker:What are your natural strengths that
you can draw on to persuade others?
Speaker:Nurture those things. Don't let
anybody train it out of you.
Speaker:Don't let anybody tell you that you have
to be Kevin Morrison or you have to be
Speaker:Heather Rogers because what you
have to be to win is yourself.
Speaker:Absolutely true. And again,
Speaker:that takes a lot of confidence
because when you're less experienced,
Speaker:you don't know what to do.
Speaker:You've never been a trial lawyer
before your first trial, what do I do?
Speaker:So you think, oh, I'll mimic myself.
A trial lawyer is ex-Heather Rogers.
Speaker:I'll be Heather Rogers today. And
you start mimicking Heather Rogers.
Speaker:And of course, I'll be a poor
imitator of Heather Rogers.
Speaker:Heather Rogers is great at being herself,
Speaker:but I am not good at
imitating Heather Rogers.
Speaker:And when I was a younger attorney,
one of my mentors, Tom Caselli,
Speaker:tragically passed away of brain
cancer at a young age. When he passed,
Speaker:I tried to be Tom Castelli. I just
tried to be him, and it did not go well.
Speaker:It did not go well. I'm not Tom,
I'm myself, but it takes a while.
Speaker:It takes some confidence to understand
that credibility is authenticity and
Speaker:authenticity is being you, not copying.
Now, I'm not suggesting that,
Speaker:I'm sure you're not either, that
you can learn and adapt or steal,
Speaker:as I like to say, ideas or
things that work for you,
Speaker:but they have to resonate with you,
Speaker:the techniques or the skills or the
tactics really that you can borrow
Speaker:from others. You could adopt
as your own. You can do that,
Speaker:and I've done that successfully,
Speaker:but it has to be because it resonates
with you and it works with you.
Speaker:Oh, for sure. Oh, yeah. As public
defenders, we're magpies. I mean, we beg,
Speaker:borrow, and steal everything, right?
Speaker:If the caseloads are too
big to do anything else,
Speaker:you have to take it and make
it your own in some way.
Speaker:So as I was thinking about this
today, I was remembering this scene.
Speaker:I don't know if you've seen Johnny Depp's
Alice in Wonderland. It's a good one.
Speaker:There's a scene where he tells Alice
that she's losing her muchness.
Speaker:Sometimes I explain it this way to newer
attorneys who are in there trying to be
Speaker:me or trying to be someone else
in this office. I tell them,
Speaker:"You have to protect your muchness.
Speaker:You have to find your muchness back." We
lose our muchness in law school, right?
Speaker:You're not allowed to be quirky.
You're not allowed to be funny,
Speaker:to do things different, to
come up with a wild idea,
Speaker:to really just embody who you really are.
They train us to be this certain way,
Speaker:and we lose our muchness. And so
you got to bring some of that back.
Speaker:You got to bring some of it back.
For me, part of my muchness,
Speaker:I don't do this on purpose,
Speaker:but it's turned out to be a
real effective trial technique,
Speaker:is there's always a point in a
trial where I spill the water,
Speaker:like my arms and my hands and
I'm reaching and I'm moving.
Speaker:And at first I was mortified and I
would just stay up at night worried.
Speaker:I spilled. This is why I
lost. I spilled the water.
Speaker:And then you realized as a human being,
Speaker:what's actually happening is
the jurors want to help me.
Speaker:Water spiller, huh?
Speaker:All they can do to not
jump out of their seat,
Speaker:come over to counsel table where I am
sitting with someone accused of a homicide
Speaker:and help us. They want to clean
him up. They want to clean me up.
Speaker:They want to put the table back
in order. That is gold, right?
Speaker:If you can get the jurors
picturing themselves cleaning
up your suit and helping
Speaker:your client, you are winning.
And so whatever your muchness is,
Speaker:if you're a water spiller, if you're
a little bit cultish in the courtroom,
Speaker:a little bit awkward,
Speaker:if you trip now and then or you stutter
or don't say just the right thing or use
Speaker:the wrong word, it's
charming and it's fine.
Speaker:And people love other people, real people.
Speaker:They don't want an AI robot
in there trying this case.
They want you, so be you.
Speaker:That's my biggest piece of advice.
Speaker:Yeah, 12 people, the total IQ, they're
so smart. They're so perceptive.
Speaker:To your point, they don't miss a thing.
Speaker:They can sense a faker or someone who's
trying to be someone they're not in a
Speaker:second. It's just so obvious.
Speaker:And you think you're using
these big lawyer legalese
words and this and that and
Speaker:the other thing, and it just doesn't
work. That's another thing I tell people,
Speaker:shed the legalese. When's
the last time you said it?
Speaker:And he extricated himself from the
vehicle. I'm like, whoever says that?
Speaker:And you got out of the
car, is that what you mean?
Speaker:And so you got to learn how to shed
yourself with those legal terms that law
Speaker:school stuff down your throat too.
Speaker:And you kind of untrain these law
students or recently graduated
Speaker:lawyers because they train them to think
in the lawyer way and say lawyer words,
Speaker:and that's just not the way that jurors
hear people or listen to people. Well,
Speaker:I knew the time would fly by,
Speaker:but I want to give you one last chance
to impart any final words of wisdom,
Speaker:Heather, to our audience
before we sign off here.
Speaker:100%. Yeah. Well, this has been great.
And here's my final words of wisdom.
Speaker:Have fun, right?
Speaker:What an amazing gift it is to
be able to do this work where we
Speaker:get to grow and learn every single day,
Speaker:where we get to tell
other people's stories,
Speaker:real human stories that not
only might change their life,
Speaker:but depending on the kind of cases you
try, it might change the world, right?
Speaker:Sky's the limit. And the work
is just a gift. Enjoy it, right?
Speaker:Get back into your body, take
a deep breath, have a snack,
Speaker:and just truly believe that you are
doing the most joyful and fun work in the
Speaker:world, and you won't work
another day in your life.
Speaker:That's exactly right. You only get one
life, at least that's my philosophy.
Speaker:Yo might as well enjoy it and you spend
so much time at work and you might as
Speaker:well and just love every second of
it, which I know you do with trial on.
Speaker:I do too. Thanks for being a guest on
Verdict Academy, Heather. I appreciate it.
Speaker:It was an honor. Thank you, Kevin.
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