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Feeling Good Scares the Sh*t Out of Your Ego
Episode 1526th February 2026 • Awakening to Abundance • Abundance with Athena
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That moment things start going well & you start waiting for the other shoe to drop - that's your ego panicking. Your old patterns come roaring up & sabotage your bliss because the ego doesn't know how to function without struggle. It's time to unlearn the "hustle and hardship" trap and expand your capacity to live in a state of ease and flow.

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Athena on Phone: Welcome to the

Awakening to Abundance podcast.

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I'm your host, Athena.

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This podcast is more than a podcast,

it's a transformative journey, designed

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to help you awaken to your abundance,

for you to discover what living

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the fullness of life means to you.

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As always, we're jumping

right in with today's episode!

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Here's part two of the Mastermind

from the last podcast episode.

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Enjoy.

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Athena on Phone: And And a big part

of this that really messes up our ego

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or triggers our ego is feeling good.

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Because when you're in this state

of being, when you're in this

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state of consciousness, when

you're in this level of trust,

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it scares the sh*t out

of the ego, obviously.

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Because like you're way outta your

comfort zone, you don't feel like

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you're controlling anything, and

so what job does the ego have.

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You're essentially rendering it

useless especially when you do the

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work when you do get triggered.

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Because this is a state of being

and a state of consciousness,

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yet we are also human.

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So we're going to have- this is

gonna be like a ping pong, just like

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we've been talking about with the

different states of consciousness,

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you're gonna be ping ponging through

this throughout your day, throughout

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your week, your month, your year.

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And it is possible to get to a place

where this state of consciousness is

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more of your go-to and your norm than

the lower states of consciousness are.

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But, you'll still get triggered and

you'll still have moments of that.

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And that's of course what the ego wants.

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And it's gonna be more talkative at

that point when you're in those moments.

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And it's going to be like, yeah, see, you

know, that whole living blissfully in,

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in the allness doesn't make any sense.

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It's going to probably, right now, even

this whole conversation is probably

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gonna trigger your ego a little bit.

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And again, feeling good is

such an important part of this.

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It's so interesting how it's such an

important part and yet is so simple, but

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yet humans have made it so difficult.

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That when we are just in a state of

love, and appreciation, and gratitude

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how good that actually feels.

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But we make it so hard as human

beings because we've got so much-

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we've got so much conditioning,

we've got so much programming, we've

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got so much shoulds and shouldn'ts,

and I need to and desperation.

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And that is how we're raised:

lack, scarcity, and fear.

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But as you're in this work, as you're

doing this work, as you're unpeeling

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the layers of this onion of unlearning

everything that you've learned.

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And because all of that was programmed in

your mind previously, and then your body

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responds to your mind- clearing all that

out, feeling all the feelings, allowing

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them to move through your body instead

of pushing them down or against them.

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Clearing out your energetics,

clearing out your energy chakras,

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allowing you to be more of a flow

through for your own desires and

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for your own Infinite Intelligence.

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These are all the things that we've

been learning here in the membership.

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These are all the things that

prepare us for this fourth state of

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consciousness, for this allness, for

this state of bliss and state of being.

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And again, knowing that in the beginning,

just as we did with our conditioning, and

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our programming, and our lack, scarcity,

and fear- it's a process and a journey.

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And so incrementally we move from lack,

scarcity, and fear thoughts and we notice

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ourselves and our ego being a little

bit quieter and becoming more neutral.

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And then moving from neutrality

into positive things.

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Like everything is actually

working out for me.

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Ah, everything is actually

working out for me.

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Like you have little glimpses of this new

state of consciousness, just like you've

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had glimpses of new states of being and

new states of consciousness in the past.

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So in this state where you are,

you are going to have glimpses of

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where it just feels so beautifully

simple, and wonderful, and

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easy, and joyful and abundant.

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You're just gonna have moments of these.

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But you can actually work to make

this your norm state of being.

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And this is what we've been doing, this

is what we've been practicing, but this

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is at a level of even more of that.

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So, moving out of those other states

of being in consciousness and moving

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more fully into this higher state

of consciousness and state of being.

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And with that comes all of

this feeling f*cking lit up.

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Feeling so good.

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Feeling so connected.

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And that, again, can be hard for

us to wrap our minds around because

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we've been in other states of

consciousness and being for so long.

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And because the world itself

definitely doesn't tell you to

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live in bliss, or that you can feel

good often, and a lot of the time.

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It's like, no, you have to struggle,

you have to work hard, you have

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to do all these things that

are lower consciousness states.

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if you wanna get anything

done, you have to sacrifice.

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Everything has to be hard.

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And the thing is, is that as you

continue to do this work you realize

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you've changed a bunch of rules for

yourself, or beliefs about what you

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actually believe is the truth and what

everybody else is saying their truth is.

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And you can actually see it

evidentially in your existence.

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Audio Only - All Participants: You have

evidence that, f*ck yes, I can manifest.

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Yes, it can be easy.

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And you can see where the times that your

ego is tripped up and triggered, and you

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can say, oh, that's really interesting.

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And you don't have to identify with it.

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You don't have to identify with the story,

with the meaning that you're making it,

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and you can just move on and let it go.

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You can see yourself actually

progressing through the stages.

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The other part of this is, oftentimes

when we're moving into new states

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of consciousness and being, and

beliefs, words, actions- everything

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that makes everything up right, that

it starts from a cognitive aspect.

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And so when we hear it, ah, interesting.

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Yes.

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I would like to move into that state

of consciousness a little bit more.

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We know that it then moves into

your body and it's like, oh,

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you know what, actually, yeah,

I know what ease feels like.

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I know what this next level of surrender

feels like in my, like my gut, viscerally.

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And then you feel it in your

heart and then it becomes a

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belief and it's a knowingness.

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And then it, it is a certainty for you.

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So it's just like everything that

we've been learning, the way that

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we've been learning and doing it.

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This is just the next level.

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And the next level of feeling

good is the bliss of the allness.

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And so it is the understanding, it is

the knowingness, it's the experience of.

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It's not just the self-care, it's not

just the manifestations coming true,

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it's not just the alignment practices.

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It is literally a way of being.

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A way of being.

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But you've gotta give up anything

else that keeps telling you,

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life can't be this great.

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Or you can't feel this good.

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Or guilt or shame around, I chose

myself, or I chose my alignment, or

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I chose my manifestation, or I chose

my whatever, whatever it is, over

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something else that didn't feel aligned.

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And ooh, my body comes and says, we're

entering a new level of safety, of

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communication, of release of any of

that struggle or a negative feeling.

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And being with the body and being like,

yeah, this is a new level of that.

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Let's grow our capacity to receive

that, to be in it, to embody it.

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Again, all the things that

we've learned at other states

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of consciousness and being, just

relating it even more to this as me.

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We were not created to come

to the earth and and stay in

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one state of consciousness.

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Now with that being said, there's

absolutely room for a level of struggle

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and awakening out of that struggle.

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Because Echart Tolle often says,

it is so easy for us to live life

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without deeper awakenings if life is

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cruising along and nothing's really

bad, but nothing's really great either.

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But that's not what I'm

talking about either.

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What I'm talking about is moving into

a different state of consciousness

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and being, where you are consistently

more in this place of peace.

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And that the "struggles"

are not struggles.

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And are not viewed as challenges anymore.

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Thank you for listening to this podcast

episode and being part of this community.

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I wanna hear from you.

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Did something resonate

with you in this episode?

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Are you experiencing awakenings

or synchronicities in your life?

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Email me at

podcast@abundancewithathena.com

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or DM me on Instagram

@abundancewithathena, and

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share with me your stories.

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And until next time, keep Awakening to

the Abundance that's always within you.

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