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Yarn and patterns discussed in this episode:
Ysolda Ysolda | modernknitting patterns | free tutorials | online workshops
Ravelry Ravelry
Knitty.com Content: Knitty.com - Deep Fall 2021
Penguono sweater by Stephen West Penguono (gumroad.com)
Holiday slipover by petite knit Holiday
Poet sweater Sari Nordlund Ravelry: Poet pattern bySari Nordlund
Dragonflies sweater Joji Locatelli Ravelry:Dragonflies Jumper pattern by Joji Locatelli
The Plumpy Shawl by Andrea Mowry Plumpy — Drea Renee Knits
HHF - Luxury HandDyed Yarns – Hedgehog Fibres
Cartography sweater by Tin Can Kits Cartography pattern |Tin Can Knits
Scout Shawl by Florence Spurling ScoutShawl – Florence Spurling Studio (shopflorencespurling.com)
Knitty.com’s Forecast Sweater Knitty: editorial win05
London Underground sock yarn: TrailingClouds — **pre order** Nimbus sock yarn in MIND THE GAP (bigcartel.com)
Lace shawl: Ravelry: Clothildepattern by Kristen Hanley Cardozo
Brooklyn Tweed Shelter yarn Shelter Yarn | 100% USA-GrownTarghee-Columbia Wool | Brooklyn Tweed
Camarose Snefnug yarn SNOWFLAKE (camarose.dk)
Hello, and welcome to the Why I Knit podcast. My name
Mia Hobbs:is Dr. Mia Hobbs, and I'm a clinical psychologist who's
Mia Hobbs:passionate about knitting and its benefits for our mental
Mia Hobbs:health. Each episode I interview a knitter and ask them why they
Mia Hobbs:knit and how it has benefited their mental well being. This
Mia Hobbs:week on the podcast I'm talking to Atia Azmi, Atia is a knitter
Mia Hobbs:and sewer and Instagrammer, and she shares her colourful makes
Mia Hobbs:and beautiful interiors on Instagram, @thebrightblooms.
Mia Hobbs:She's also one of the hosts of the uncut podcast, a podcast for
Mia Hobbs:makers, there are links to Atia's Instagram account, and
Mia Hobbs:the uncut podcast and one of the patterns that she talks about in
Mia Hobbs:the show notes. Hi Atia welcome to the podcast.
Atia Azmi:Hi, thanks for having me today.
Mia Hobbs:Thanks so much for talking to me. And I wonder if
Mia Hobbs:we could start just by you telling me where your story of
Mia Hobbs:knitting began.
Atia Azmi:So I was always quite interested in learning, but
Atia Azmi:there wasn't anybody who was willing or able to teach me and
Atia Azmi:my mum did knit at some point in the 80s. I guess there used to
Atia Azmi:be some half finished sort of mohair fluffy jumpers around.
Atia Azmi:But she was always quite busy. And she wasn't doing it at the
Atia Azmi:time. So I didn't get a chance to learn. And then when I was at
Atia Azmi:university, just before my final exams, at university, I decided
Atia Azmi:that would be a great time to learn to knit and procrastinate.
Atia Azmi:So that was like when YouTube was first becoming available. So
Atia Azmi:those were tutorials available on them. There's a couple of
Atia Azmi:other websites that I used to learn as well. So it was
Atia Azmi:essentially self taught using videos and things online. And
Atia Azmi:there wasn't that much of an online social media community at
Atia Azmi:that time, but there were blogs available. So I think I just
Atia Azmi:used to find people through that and learn a bit, people like
Atia Azmi:Ysolda. Were some of the like, some of the knitting companies
Atia Azmi:that were around or earlier on. And then obviously ravelry came
Atia Azmi:along after that, as well. And that became quite a big sort of
Atia Azmi:knitting community.
Mia Hobbs:Okay, so you, I'm really interested in the
Mia Hobbs:procrastination element. Because I also learned in the well, I
Mia Hobbs:really learned I learned as a kid and then relearnt when I was
Mia Hobbs:started my doctorate in clinical psychology, and I found it quite
Mia Hobbs:helpful. Having something with the end, like you could do a row
Mia Hobbs:of knitting, have a 10 minute break for revision, I don't know
Mia Hobbs:how you found it. Whether it was helped
Atia Azmi:I think was in wasn't necessarily helpful in that it
Atia Azmi:spent a lot more time on the knitting than I probably should.
Atia Azmi:But, I mean, at that stage, it was kind of, I think, I was
Atia Azmi:always really interested in sort of the colour colours and
Atia Azmi:textures. I don't if you know, you know, Noro yarn, because
Atia Azmi:like all the different sort of variegated colours, so I just
Atia Azmi:really wanted to try new things like that. So. So I think I just
Atia Azmi:got really absorbed in doing that. And I just remember that
Atia Azmi:my tension was really tight. So it was really, you know, like
Atia Azmi:when the tension really tightening hands just got really
Atia Azmi:painful. So that's just my main memory that I have at that time.
Atia Azmi:But I don't really remember a lot about, you know, how it
Atia Azmi:affected my revision, essentially. So I think it was
Atia Azmi:just, it was just a case of it's, you know, something to
Atia Azmi:take your mind off other things. And, you know, just a bit of an
Atia Azmi:escape really, yeah.
Mia Hobbs:Yeah. I felt like that was really important for me
Mia Hobbs:when I was training to have that something completely different,
Mia Hobbs:not related to psychology.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I also say that I find it really useful when I
Atia Azmi:was doing the hospital shift work as well, because at that
Atia Azmi:stage, I don't know if it's the same now for junior doctors, but
Atia Azmi:there used to be a bit of downtime, where nothing much was
Atia Azmi:happening on a long shift. So it was always really helpful to
Atia Azmi:just have the knitting there. And, you know, might not get to
Atia Azmi:do very much of it. But it was available, particularly on a
Atia Azmi:long night shift, it sometimes be quite good to know you've
Atia Azmi:made some progress on some things. Yeah. I think I also
Atia Azmi:remember, some, someone once said, when you're like a new
Atia Azmi:mother as well. And you've got something to show for your, for
Atia Azmi:your day, which is, you know, material that can be kind of
Atia Azmi:quite helpful psychologically as well. Because otherwise you're
Atia Azmi:just doing chores or doing chores or feeding, you're doing
Atia Azmi:other things, but not really, at the end of the day. It feels
Atia Azmi:like you're not really achieved anything. Whereas gonna do them
Atia Azmi:all again tomorrow. Yeah, exactly. And there's nothing
Atia Azmi:material that's come out of your day. So that also was a stage
Atia Azmi:when I found it really helpful as well.
Mia Hobbs:That's a good point. And I just wondered about what
Mia Hobbs:you were making at the beginning.
Atia Azmi:So at the beginning, I remember making things like
Atia Azmi:scarves What else did I make I remember I used to use knitty
Atia Azmi:which was the sort of free online magazine quite a lot. So
Atia Azmi:I made a few patterns from that and Rowan magazine as well. So I
Atia Azmi:made some like chunky mittens what else did I make at that
Atia Azmi:stage? Those are the I think initially, I just start with
Atia Azmi:those sort of small projects. And then the first big thing I
Atia Azmi:made was on a trip to South Africa. And my husband always
Atia Azmi:complains that I spent the whole time on that trip when it was
Atia Azmi:like a road trip, just like looking at my knitting is like,
Atia Azmi:Oh, look, there's something like really interesting compounds,
Atia Azmi:like where the wildlife, I missed it. And it was a really
Atia Azmi:long flight. So it was, you know, is good to have that time.
Atia Azmi:And at that time, I think now, people are a bit more worried
Atia Azmi:about taking knitting on flights, because they take your
Atia Azmi:needles off you, but at that time, it was fine. And the other
Atia Azmi:thing about that was that at that time, all my purls were
Atia Azmi:crossed. So when I actually came back with my knitting, all of
Atia Azmi:the bit that was not circular, where I was knitting and then
Atia Azmi:purling a row, all the stitches were crossed on the purl rows.
Atia Azmi:So it wasn't actually particularly good knitting at
Atia Azmi:the end of the day so it was a bit of a waste. But I remember
Atia Azmi:that I just really enjoyed also discovering the South African
Atia Azmi:knitting shops and things. So because I have quite an
Atia Azmi:interesting, they use a lot of bamboo and different things as
Atia Azmi:well. So that was quite
Mia Hobbs:yarn, or needles?
Atia Azmi:Yeah, bamboo yarn. Well, I don't remember the
Atia Azmi:needles, but I picked up some bamboo yarn out there as well.
Mia Hobbs:Cool. And I know that you're obviously known for
Mia Hobbs:sewing as well, I wondered where knitting and sewing like which
Mia Hobbs:started first, whether they're related to each other or
Mia Hobbs:completely separate?
Unknown:Yeah, I would say I'd kind of thought of it quite
Unknown:separately, there's, with the knitting, I feel like it's more
Unknown:of a kind of relaxing hobby that you can do. You could take it
Unknown:with you places you can sit on the sofa and do it. So I tend to
Unknown:do that when I'm like, in the evenings or when I'm need to
Unknown:wind down a bit. Whereas the sewing feels a lot more active,
Unknown:like, you've got to cut things out, you've got to get down on
Unknown:the floor, and pin things and all of that. So. And also, you
Unknown:can only really while you're sewing, you can only really sew
Unknown:I mean, you might be able to listen to a podcast or
Unknown:something, but you can't really do much else. Or you have to be
Unknown:in a specific place. So I kind of see them as slightly
Unknown:separate. But, you know, I kind of try and use them in
Unknown:complementary ways. So that if I'm making something, I think,
Unknown:what can I What have I knit that will go with this thing? Or, you
Unknown:know, when I'm knitting again, just looking at the colours in
Unknown:my wardrobe and seeing what will match with with things? So they
Unknown:complement each other in that way,
Mia Hobbs:Sure. Thank you. And why do you So you mentioned kind
Mia Hobbs:of knitting is more, calming? Why do you think you've kind of
Mia Hobbs:carried on with it? Now you don't need it for presumably for
Mia Hobbs:procrastination purposes? What do you think makes you pick it
Mia Hobbs:up and keep doing?
Atia Azmi:Well, I just really enjoy using different textures,
Atia Azmi:and working with colours. So I feel like sometimes when
Atia Azmi:knitting, if you're knitting something very small, you can
Atia Azmi:use colours in quite a bold way, in a way that you wouldn't
Atia Azmi:necessarily with a really big project, like a dress or
Atia Azmi:something like for example, something like socks, no one's
Atia Azmi:really going to necessarily see them. But you can wear something
Atia Azmi:like really bright or just clash colours or that sort of thing.
Atia Azmi:One of the projects that I made last year during the lockdown
Atia Azmi:was the Penguono jacked. Stephen West. Yeah. And it's something
Atia Azmi:that I'd actually cast it on quite a long time before and
Atia Azmi:just done like about, you know, a few inches of the of the sort
Atia Azmi:of the back, but that was just such a great and great way to
Atia Azmi:play with lots of colours from my stash. Just use it lots of
Atia Azmi:bits and bobs and just really enjoy the putting different
Atia Azmi:stripes together or do it having different coloured welts next to
Atia Azmi:each other and that sort of thing. So now, I enjoy it more
Atia Azmi:as a creative thing. Just like I said, with with different
Atia Azmi:textures and colours, and just, you know, enjoying the process
Atia Azmi:more.
Mia Hobbs:Would you say you're more of a process person than
Mia Hobbs:for the end than a project knitter, like for the end
Mia Hobbs:result? Or is it a balance of both,
Atia Azmi:I would say is that it's more a product thing. It's
Atia Azmi:always been more of a product thing for me in terms of I
Atia Azmi:really want to make and wear the finished product. But I was
Atia Azmi:finding that I would get a bit frustrated because I'm quite
Atia Azmi:slow, just because I don't have loads of time to knit so. So
Atia Azmi:then I've tried to choose things where I enjoy the process a bit
Atia Azmi:more as well. I do enjoy the process to some extent, but I'm
Atia Azmi:not a fast knitter So just you know, it takes me quite a long
Atia Azmi:time to get anywhere with things. So I've just got to
Atia Azmi:enjoy the process a bit more. Otherwise, I don't really get
Atia Azmi:anywhere and then you get a bit frustrated. I used to kind of
Atia Azmi:make lots of I still do sometimes, but make the list of
Atia Azmi:the next one I want to make and make lists of projects and
Atia Azmi:things. But because it takes so long as there's almost no point
Atia Azmi:in just making a long list and then never managing to get
Atia Azmi:through it. It's better to just enjoy the thing that you're
Atia Azmi:making while you're doing it. And I find that knitting in that
Atia Azmi:way is much more of a slow craft then sewing because with sewing
Atia Azmi:at the most, it might take me a week or two to finish something.
Atia Azmi:Whereas knitting, it may be, you know, several months, or I'll
Atia Azmi:leave something while come back to it. So it might be over a
Atia Azmi:year, but before something's actually finished, so it's just
Atia Azmi:a, you know, I do have to slow myself down at it to be able to
Atia Azmi:enjoy it more.
Mia Hobbs:And would you ever look at something and see how
Mia Hobbs:it's made? Or what it looks like? And think, no, I wouldn't
Mia Hobbs:make that because of the process.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I mean, there's a lot of things nowadays, where
Atia Azmi:I mean things with I suppose garments with smaller than four
Atia Azmi:millimetre needles, I will most likely not, not decide to make
Atia Azmi:because I know that I'll just end up just, it'll just be so
Atia Azmi:slow that I'll just feel like I'll never get there. The last
Atia Azmi:couple of things I made were on 10 millimetre needles, which was
Atia Azmi:a Holiday Slipover by Petite Knit, which is, which is a
Atia Azmi:really quick project. And I've really enjoyed making that. So
Atia Azmi:I'd say my comfort zone is probably five to eight
Atia Azmi:millimetres. So you get somewhere fairly quickly. But
Atia Azmi:like other projects, like obviously mittens and things
Atia Azmi:like that, which you you don't really want really thick, then
Atia Azmi:those I'll use smaller needles for.
Mia Hobbs:Okay, that makes sense. So you are much more
Mia Hobbs:about the project, the end result and getting that kind of
Mia Hobbs:fix.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I mean, yeah, do you know the Poet's sweater?
Atia Azmi:You seen that one it's by Sari, I've forgotten the surname but
Atia Azmi:it's just really beautiful lace sweater and in fingering weight
Atia Azmi:yarn or 4ply yarn. And I really want to make that one, even
Atia Azmi:though I know it will take me absolutely forever. Yeah,
Atia Azmi:there's a couple of things where I'll have to get through it to
Atia Azmi:get the result that I want. And you know if it's worth doing
Atia Azmi:that, but yeah, there's a few projects that have a choose
Atia Azmi:which are about fine and wait just
Mia Hobbs:with the lace also make you think twice about it.
Mia Hobbs:Because obviously lace would be slower than stockinette for
Mia Hobbs:example.
Unknown:Yeah, I actually quite enjoy knitting lace. So I've
Unknown:made quite a few lace projects, I made the dragonflies sweater,
Unknown:which is by Joji Locatelli. And that one, it was it was quite
Unknown:slow. But the result is just so nice. And the back is just plain
Unknown:stocking stitch as well. So it was it went faster than I
Unknown:expected. And that was DK weight yarn. So it wasn't too, too
Unknown:thin, either. And that's when I actually really enjoyed wearing
Unknown:as well.
Mia Hobbs:Okay, that's interesting, because I find I
Mia Hobbs:like doing complicated patterns, because I feel like it keeps my
Mia Hobbs:brain. I need that level of brain engagement. I think in the
Mia Hobbs:process to feel relaxation. I think if I'm knitting just
Mia Hobbs:stockinette, it's too easy, almost. And my brain still can
Mia Hobbs:still think about what I'm cooking for dinner or about
Mia Hobbs:work.
Unknown:Yeah, yeah, it varies. So like, if I'm watching
Unknown:something, then or like, say, I don't know, I'm sitting with
Unknown:family or something, then I quite liked something, which is
Unknown:just really straightforward. They don't need to think think
Unknown:about at all and your fingers are just kind of working almost
Unknown:on memory. Muscle memory. But there Yeah, I do enjoy those
Unknown:projects, sometimes where it's, you know, you're forming a
Unknown:pattern. And you're like having to think about that. But yeah,
Unknown:so I kind of go with like a couple of of those quicker
Unknown:projects, and then a slower project that I can pick up now.
Unknown:And then. So at the moment, I'm also doing a brioche knit scarf
Unknown:as well, like a shawl. Yeah. And I do find that it's actually
Unknown:quite, I don't know, do you know, brioche do you do brioche?
Mia Hobbs:It's probably one of my very few untouched untouched
Mia Hobbs:knitting techniques. So it's on my list, you know, my radar, but
Mia Hobbs:I haven't ventured there yet,
Atia Azmi:yes, I didn't start I didn't try brioche at all until
Atia Azmi:again, in lockdown. Where I was like, this is one of something
Atia Azmi:that I don't know, then let's give it a try. So I made the
Atia Azmi:Plumpy shawl by Andrea Mowry, which was a two colour brioche
Atia Azmi:because I saw the kit on Instagram and I just really
Atia Azmi:liked the colours in it. It was a Hedgehog fibres kit. So I just
Atia Azmi:went for that one. And I really, really enjoyed the process is
Atia Azmi:not as difficult as it seems. When you when you first learn it
Atia Azmi:at first, it's a bit of a learning curve. But then once
Atia Azmi:you've picked up the skill, then it does get much more easy. So
Atia Azmi:it's just one of those projects. I find it with crochet as well
Atia Azmi:where it takes me a little bit of time to get back into it
Atia Azmi:because I've slightly forgotten the technique. But then once you
Atia Azmi:once you start again, then it's really quite straightforward.
Mia Hobbs:Yeah, okay. Thank you. And I wondered, I suppose
Mia Hobbs:part of this podcast is about hearing from knitters about the
Mia Hobbs:impact of knitting on their kind of mental well being and whether
Mia Hobbs:there's anything kind of in that sense that you get from
Mia Hobbs:knitting.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I think the main thing I get from it is that
Atia Azmi:there's never a time when you just feel bored or like you have
Atia Azmi:nothing to do and you don't have, I don't know, I suppose
Atia Azmi:like that kind of loneliness. People get I mean, I always
Atia Azmi:think back to when our children were young, because that's kind
Atia Azmi:of, I suppose the time in your life when you're really on your
Atia Azmi:own quite a lot. Or you don't have time for sort of yourself
Atia Azmi:as much. And I think because I always had the knitting at that
Atia Azmi:stage, I always felt like I had something to do. And I had that
Atia Azmi:kind of community, as well. So you're still having that kind of
Atia Azmi:interaction with people? And also, you know, just something
Atia Azmi:that you can pick up and put down easily. It's kind of in a
Atia Azmi:way, yeah, kind of like an occupational therapy, I guess,
Atia Azmi:in a way that you've always just got something that you're on
Atia Azmi:hand that you can do. Yeah, I mean, I've done that. I haven't,
Atia Azmi:I wouldn't say that has been the time in my life where it's been
Atia Azmi:really, really difficult wherever needed. That kind of as
Atia Azmi:a coping strategy. But on a sort of lower level, it's, it's
Atia Azmi:always been really helpful to have in the background.
Mia Hobbs:Sounds like you used it a little bit in lockdown. I
Mia Hobbs:don't know whether you did that deliberately. But like learning
Mia Hobbs:a new technique or something like whether that was a
Mia Hobbs:deliberate thing to think, yeah, this is what I'm doing in
Mia Hobbs:lockdown. I'm getting brioche out of it.
Atia Azmi:Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I didn't necessarily think of it
Mia Hobbs:Yeah, I do the same. I was knitting a Strange Brew by
Mia Hobbs:in that way. I mean, it was I had more time. And you cannot
Mia Hobbs:you need that headspace to learn something new. So it was really
Mia Hobbs:useful to have it at that time. And it's nice to look back and
Mia Hobbs:see that, you know, particularly that Penguono project that I
Mia Hobbs:mentioned, just have a like a concrete like a souvenir of
Mia Hobbs:lockdown. Like because it was just a whole winter when I just
Mia Hobbs:spent with that project. And sometimes it's good to have I
Mia Hobbs:kind of deliberately choose a project to take away with me
Mia Hobbs:somewhere sometimes because you kind of like we were just away
Mia Hobbs:for a few days. And I spent all the time on one project. And
Mia Hobbs:then it kind of reminds you of that afterwards. So that's a
Mia Hobbs:nice way of of using knitting as well.
Mia Hobbs:Tin Can knits. Do you know that? Yeah, actually, no, I think it's
Mia Hobbs:called a Cartography. One Yeah, no, my husband to a large
Mia Hobbs:sweater. And then I finished it in lockdown, and then realised
Mia Hobbs:that some of the motifs looked a little bit like the Coronavirus.
Mia Hobbs:This really is a covid sweater. In a way, I hadn't quite meant
Mia Hobbs:for it to be. Yeah, but it is quite I like having something
Mia Hobbs:that feels like oh, yeah, that was the jumper I made on a
Mia Hobbs:certain holiday or something. Yeah. And how about sewing, I'm
Mia Hobbs:interested in whether that is different in terms of how it
Mia Hobbs:fits in your life or what the craft gives you. Because I think
Mia Hobbs:like you said, it's not quite as real, maybe a relaxing take
Mia Hobbs:everywhere type. Craft,
Atia Azmi:yes. So I tend to sew when, when I've got some time,
Atia Azmi:like if I've got a weekend, like a day free in the weekend or
Atia Azmi:something. And that's the time when I really enjoy it, when
Atia Azmi:I've got a whole day, I would just do a bit of the cooking and
Atia Azmi:a bit of the washing and those bits and bobs that you need to
Atia Azmi:do. And then you know, going back to the sewing in between.
Atia Azmi:So I don't know I have I don't know how to describe that,
Atia Azmi:really. But it's it's just in a way, you've got to have time to
Atia Azmi:do it a different way to knitting where you can just pick
Atia Azmi:it up and put it down. And then and then it's just I think
Atia Azmi:because you make something much more quickly with the sewing,
Atia Azmi:then you can have a sort of very quick end point in sight. So you
Atia Azmi:can be like, today I'm going to finish the skirt or something
Atia Azmi:like that. Whereas with knitting, it's would be rare for
Atia Azmi:me to be able to have a very set goal point.
Mia Hobbs:Yeah. Okay, that's interesting. So it's a bit more
Mia Hobbs:about like, I don't know, giving yourself like that time to
Mia Hobbs:immerse yourself in the sewing.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I mean, I tend to say a bit on weekdays as
Atia Azmi:well. Like, for example, yesterday evening, I just cut
Atia Azmi:out my pattern ready to sew, so probably this evening, I'll be
Atia Azmi:able to sew that. But I enjoy it much more. And I've got that
Atia Azmi:sort of good amount of time to spend on it. And there's no kind
Atia Azmi:of, like, if I'm sewing on a weekday, I kind of have to make
Atia Azmi:myself go and do the cutting, even though I you know, I'll
Atia Azmi:enjoy it. And once I'm doing it, but a bit more like you've got
Atia Azmi:to take that time out of your day to do something. Yeah. Yeah.
Atia Azmi:And whereas like if you've, you know, you kind of fitting it in,
Atia Azmi:in between lots of things on a longer period of time, then it's
Atia Azmi:just more relaxing.
Mia Hobbs:I have to say that I think that's why I knit much
Mia Hobbs:more than I sew because it's just like, because of the
Mia Hobbs:portability. And you can do it in five minutes, whereas sewing
Mia Hobbs:is just to get everything out. Takes longer. Yeah,
Atia Azmi:yeah, I'm lucky that I actually have everything out
Atia Azmi:already on a sort of set, sort of dedicated table, so it's a
Atia Azmi:bit easier in that way. I think I'd find it much more difficult
Atia Azmi:if I had to, you know, organise myself every time to get
Atia Azmi:everything out. So yeah, so having that space set aside is
Atia Azmi:it makes it much easier
Mia Hobbs:For me the cutting, I feel the slight kind of. I don't
Mia Hobbs:love that bit.
Atia Azmi:No, I don't enjoy cutting as a necessary evil. So,
Atia Azmi:yeah, I don't have a dedicated space for cutting. So that has
Atia Azmi:to that just goes on the floor at the moment. Yeah, maybe one
Atia Azmi:day I'll get enough space for a cutting table
Mia Hobbs:I'm interested also in like the end product, because
Mia Hobbs:it sounds like you are very interested in getting to the
Mia Hobbs:project. And whether there's an impact on your kind of, I don't
Mia Hobbs:know, mood or happiness about wearing or giving or the
Mia Hobbs:finished articles, whether it's knitted or sewn.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I always feel really, you know, it's always
Atia Azmi:the kind of the high point of the project when you finally get
Atia Azmi:to wear a project that you made. With knitting, I tend I haven't
Atia Azmi:really given people a lot of knitting recently. I mean, I, I
Atia Azmi:think I wasn't knitting that much for a while. And then I was
Atia Azmi:just doing these kind of like longer term projects. For
Atia Azmi:myself, I think I haven't really made a bigger project for like a
Atia Azmi:jumper for anyone else for a long time since my children were
Atia Azmi:quite small. But like, when I've given people small gifts, like a
Atia Azmi:bonnet for a baby or those sorts of things, then they always get
Atia Azmi:a lot of pleasure out of that as well. So it's really nice to be
Atia Azmi:able to do that occasionally. So I do have that in mind for over
Atia Azmi:the next few months as well just to make a few gifts as well just
Atia Azmi:I think that a small amount of knitting is appreciated in my,
Atia Azmi:my view is appreciated as much as a big project. So I don't
Atia Azmi:know if you find that. So if you make someone a hat or like
Atia Azmi:booties or something small, you even if you spent the same
Atia Azmi:amount of time making really big fancy blanket or something.
Atia Azmi:probably appreciate a small gift as much as the big one.
Mia Hobbs:I think I never quite know with knitted gifts. Like I
Mia Hobbs:made a Scout Shawl. I don't know if you know that by Florence
Mia Hobbs:Spurling. So it's, it's looks like a patchwork,
Unknown:the new isn't it a new one.
Mia Hobbs:And it looks like kind of patchwork as in sewn
Mia Hobbs:patterns on different squares, but it's in kind of a shawl, but
Mia Hobbs:it involves doing colour work on both sides. It's knitted flat.
Mia Hobbs:And so I'd never done colour work on a purl row before
Mia Hobbs:personally. And I saw the pattern, I thought, Wow, it's
Mia Hobbs:amazing. I wanted to make that because I quite I am attracted
Mia Hobbs:to more and more complicated things. Because I think my brain
Mia Hobbs:needs that in order to kind of absorb in the process and switch
Mia Hobbs:off from other stresses. And I knitted it for a friend's 40th
Mia Hobbs:And I was she's not a knitter. And I was then kind of think Is
Mia Hobbs:it random gift. It was a July birthday. And I'm feel like I'm
Mia Hobbs:knitting lots of love in it and thinking about her when I'm
Mia Hobbs:knitting it. But I'm not quite sure whether that feels the same
Mia Hobbs:as the recipient, or whether it feels like
Atia Azmi:Yeah, yeah, I think I learned my lesson, giving
Atia Azmi:something very complicated somebody because I made a lace
Atia Azmi:Shawl in a cashmere silk yarn, which has like a lace weight
Atia Azmi:yarn. And I gave it to my sister and I never saw it again, never
Atia Azmi:saw her wear it again. I think it's highly likely that it's
Atia Azmi:just like stuffed in a cupboard somewhere or gone to the charity
Atia Azmi:shop or something. And like, you know, I would have liked to seen
Atia Azmi:that shawl again. Unless I really think I'm not going to
Atia Azmi:use it or as it like, I don't know, like, if I know someone's
Atia Azmi:really going to appreciate something then then I'll give it
Atia Azmi:to them. Like there's a few friends I know that they would
Atia Azmi:absolutely love knitted hat for their babies or something. I had
Atia Azmi:a friend who used one for I think two years same one for her
Atia Azmi:daughter. I can't remember if I made it a big size or not. But
Atia Azmi:it was like, crammed on her head till she was two or something.
Atia Azmi:So like, those are the sorts of people that you feel they will
Atia Azmi:really appreciate the gift. Yeah, but yeah, so I guess it's
Atia Azmi:just a learning thing. And a lot of sewists say this as well,
Atia Azmi:that they they don't really make things for other people as well.
Mia Hobbs:I mean, I feel like I got I wanted to make it for the
Mia Hobbs:process. If you see, my friend really seemed to appreciate it,
Mia Hobbs:but you never quite she thinks what am I going to do with it.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, there's always that thing of like, Yeah, I
Atia Azmi:mean, whether it's gonna be a long term, you know, something
Atia Azmi:that they're going to appreciate or enjoy as well. But it's
Atia Azmi:difficult to know, isn't it? And I think when people ask you for
Atia Azmi:something and you make it for them, then that's what is the
Atia Azmi:best way that you know that they definitely do want it.
Mia Hobbs:Yeah. I had a friend recently who wanted me to
Mia Hobbs:recreate a knitted hat. So her for her son who'd grown because
Mia Hobbs:he was a baby and had a hat that he loved. And then now he's two
Mia Hobbs:and didn't fit the hat anymore and she had the yarn and it was
Mia Hobbs:like a chunky weight yarn. So it literally took an evening, maybe
Mia Hobbs:to do the pom pom as well. But yeah, that was very appreciated.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I think it's now getting to the point after
Atia Azmi:sort of nearly 15 or 15 years plus that I'm, you know, I don't
Atia Azmi:need another shawl I don't need, you know, whatever it is, and
Atia Azmi:then, and then you think that you can make it and give it to
Atia Azmi:somebody who will appreciate it or, I don't know, I think it's
Atia Azmi:quite difficult to give away or, or, you know, throw away things
Atia Azmi:that you've made and put a lot of time and effort. And so now,
Atia Azmi:in that in a way that slows me down as well, knowing that I
Atia Azmi:actually don't need this, think about what would I do this thing
Atia Azmi:once I've made it, so, but I don't think I'll stop knitting
Atia Azmi:in a way for the process as well as I think I do find that quite
Atia Azmi:enjoyable. So even if even if I slow down my sewing in my
Atia Azmi:knitting and make something like set a bit more complicated, or
Atia Azmi:something that's going to take a bit longer than that can be a
Atia Azmi:good way of just not adding to your, you know, knitted
Atia Azmi:products, and enjoying the process.
Mia Hobbs:I made a lace dress once it was actually a pattern
Mia Hobbs:was for a top. And I just carried on and felt like if I
Mia Hobbs:was on the tube and the tube got stuck for an hour, I was never
Mia Hobbs:gonna run out of knitting, it was easy to carry the yarn
Mia Hobbs:because it was lace. So you had so much yarn on one tiny ball.
Mia Hobbs:Yeah. And it was it did feel quite comforting apart from when
Mia Hobbs:the needle broke off from the cable. Yeah, isn't ideal. And I
Mia Hobbs:wondered about your thoughts as a GP about whether you ever feel
Mia Hobbs:like I know that there's this idea about social prescribing
Mia Hobbs:and the idea of being able to prescribe, I don't know,
Mia Hobbs:knitting group to somebody whether that ever you see people
Mia Hobbs:and you think I wish that was an option? I don't know if it is an
Mia Hobbs:option. But whether you ever feel like people could benefit
Mia Hobbs:from some kind of making? Maybe not knitting? Maybe something
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I definitely think it can be really helpful
Atia Azmi:else?
Atia Azmi:for people's mental health, I can't say that we've ever, I
Atia Azmi:mean, I've not come across a knitting therapeutic group
Atia Azmi:locally. But I would definitely recommend, you know, to some
Atia Azmi:people, if that was something that was available, I know that
Atia Azmi:there used to be this, there are obviously knitting groups
Atia Azmi:running, I used to run one myself, about 10 years ago, I
Atia Azmi:think now. And it was really just that regular interaction
Atia Azmi:with people is I think the most helpful thing, just tell them
Atia Azmi:that even if you're not necessarily the best knitter, or
Atia Azmi:like, it's just more about that interaction with people and just
Atia Azmi:slowly making progress on something. And that's mostly if
Atia Azmi:I see somebody who's suffering from anxiety or depression, I
Atia Azmi:think the main thing that that you kind of want them to do is
Atia Azmi:just make really small steps to improve their mental health. And
Atia Azmi:because everything, like a really big thing can be just so
Atia Azmi:overwhelming, that you just want them to just make it do
Atia Azmi:something small for themselves to say that they can feel they
Atia Azmi:make progress. And knitting can be really good in that way.
Atia Azmi:Because you can physically see your progress once you've done
Atia Azmi:something. So yeah, I'd definitely recommend that if it
Atia Azmi:was available.
Mia Hobbs:I have found that quite helpful just to, you know,
Mia Hobbs:for some of the people I work with the idea of being able to
Mia Hobbs:see progress on something, even if it was just a few stitches or
Mia Hobbs:one row in a day. And also being quite a good for a distraction.
Mia Hobbs:Like if you're trying to, I don't know, stop ruminating
Mia Hobbs:about something to be able to then do you know, knit for 10
Mia Hobbs:minutes or crochet for 10 minutes? Yeah. Could you tell me
Mia Hobbs:about a significant knitting project for you?
Atia Azmi:Let me think if we go back a long way, a project I
Atia Azmi:don't actually have this anymore, but I made the Knitty
Atia Azmi:Forecast cardigan. I don't know if you you know that one is it
Atia Azmi:was a quite an ambitious project for me at the time. It's like
Atia Azmi:bobbles and I think there's like bobbles, ribbing and lots of
Atia Azmi:kind of joining here and then it's got a collar and all sorts
Atia Azmi:of things going on. So yeah, I think I should have kept that
Atia Azmi:jumper right. I think I gave it to my sister different sister.
Atia Azmi:Okay, I have 3 sisters. My other sister is also a knitter. And
Atia Azmi:she really appreciated it and I think she wore it quite a lot.
Atia Azmi:So yeah, that was one where I just learned lots of different
Atia Azmi:skills were there and it was. I think I just really enjoyed that
Atia Azmi:satisfaction of just learning lots of new things and having
Atia Azmi:something to show for at the end. Yeah, so that's probably
Atia Azmi:one I would consider to be quite significant one. Yeah,
Mia Hobbs:I think that might be one of the reasons I haven't
Mia Hobbs:tackled brioche yet because I feel like I need to feel like
Mia Hobbs:there is uncharted territory in the knitting world. I can still
Mia Hobbs:learn new. Remember the first time I turned a heel and a pair
Mia Hobbs:of socks? So I think I stayed up until one o'clock in the
Mia Hobbs:morning. So I was literally following the pattern and didn't
Mia Hobbs:know what was gonna happen next, which was quite exciting.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, yeah, it's quite a magical process. I just
Atia Azmi:recently finished a pair of socks that I started, I think
Atia Azmi:five years before. I like finished one completely. And the
Atia Azmi:second one, it was a really quite complicated cable pattern
Atia Azmi:on 2.5, whatever millimetre needles, and it's just like, I
Atia Azmi:couldn't face going back there again, especially, I didn't know
Atia Azmi:which row of the cable I was on. So but then I just I think
Atia Azmi:someone was someone was running us kind of like a finish it
Atia Azmi:finish it off October kind of challenge. Okay, I just need to
Atia Azmi:do this. And then I've just picked them up again. And I
Atia Azmi:think it only took me a week and a half or something to finish
Atia Azmi:it. But yeah, that's because I don't know if you find this, but
Atia Azmi:when I'm not finished something, I don't want to start the same
Atia Azmi:type of project again, until I finished that one. So like, for
Atia Azmi:example, like, right, the socks, I just didn't start another pair
Atia Azmi:of socks. Yeah, until I wanted those ones done. And then lace
Atia Azmi:projects and things like that. tend to just want to finish that
Atia Azmi:one off before I start another one. So and with quilts as well,
Atia Azmi:I've had a quilt that was not finished for about three, four
Atia Azmi:years as well just needed binding, there's nothing else
Atia Azmi:that needed doing. So, so I just like have that bit of a mental
Atia Azmi:block because I know that otherwise I'll end up with like
Atia Azmi:20 piled up things that are not finished. And I just think that
Atia Azmi:will just never be it'll just become too overwhelming. So
Atia Azmi:yeah, so it's good to get those socks done and I think now can
Atia Azmi:move on to I plan to make my husband a pair of socks that the
Atia Azmi:company the name of the yarn company, but she does a TfL
Atia Azmi:London Overground stripes. So I had that I had that for years
Atia Azmi:and years and years. And I was like maybe this will be the
Atia Azmi:time. I actually finally get to make those.
Mia Hobbs:Yeah, and are they sock weight. They're not?
Atia Azmi:Yeah, yeah, they're not. But it's just a stocking
Atia Azmi:stitch. So yeah, we'll be a bit quicker than a cable pattern,
Atia Azmi:hopefully.
Mia Hobbs:Yeah, I quite like having sort of a hat on the go
Mia Hobbs:without as long as it's not complicated because that is
Mia Hobbs:quite good for in a zoom training or on a bus. Yeah. That
Mia Hobbs:kind of in the background project. Okay. I always ask
Mia Hobbs:about knitting high and knitting low. I don't know if you could
Mia Hobbs:think of any particular highs or lows. Oh,
Atia Azmi:let me think. Knitting high. Yeah, I mean, I
Atia Azmi:think probably finishing a laceweight project is always a
Atia Azmi:bit of a knitting high. Let me think I haven't made laceweight
Atia Azmi:project in quite a long time. So probably that same shawl that I
Atia Azmi:mentioned earlier. I shared that on my Instagram recently,
Atia Azmi:because I took some photos of at the time it was it was yeah, it
Atia Azmi:was such a beautiful pattern. So I was really
Mia Hobbs:what was that remind me which pattern that was?
Atia Azmi:It was I forgotten everything now. I think it was
Atia Azmi:it's on ravelry so I can have a track and let you know. But
Atia Azmi:yeah, so that was probably one knitting lows generally when you
Atia Azmi:just have to unravel a whole project that hasn't gone well
Mia Hobbs:does that get any easier, do you think?
Atia Azmi:No, not really, I mean, the with the 10 millimetre
Atia Azmi:needle project that just in the holiday slipover? I did have to,
Atia Azmi:I think I was on holiday and I hadn't got a I just had my
Atia Azmi:little knitting guage ruler. I hadn't got a proper measuring
Atia Azmi:tape or anything. So I'd knit it a few centimetres shorter than I
Atia Azmi:wanted it. So I had to unravel all of my ribbing, about five,
Atia Azmi:five inches of ribbing about three or something on the front.
Atia Azmi:So that was a bit annoying to unravel it all. But because it
Atia Azmi:was 10 minutes. It was fine. It wasn't too bad. Yeah. Yeah, so
Atia Azmi:yeah, that's probably I haven't had any terrible disasters I can
Atia Azmi:think of. I've had my children cutting up balls of yarn now. I
Atia Azmi:don't remember them doing it with anything very precious.
Mia Hobbs:Okay. Wait. So you've got rules about the knitting
Mia Hobbs:stash? And children,
Atia Azmi:so we, we have a cat now. So she does, like, she's
Atia Azmi:not too bad with the yarn. But when I was knitting with
Atia Azmi:Shelter, the Brooklyn Tweed yarn recently, and it's quite Soft it
Atia Azmi:will, just, you can easily just break it with your fingers
Atia Azmi:easily. Okay, so there were a lot of ends to weave in and that
Atia Azmi:jumper because she just kept like finding the end and just,
Atia Azmi:you know, clawing at it or biting it. So, yeah.
Mia Hobbs:My last question was about the greatest gift knitting
Mia Hobbs:has given you for the rest of your life. So anything you've
Mia Hobbs:kind of feel like you've any way that you feel that you've
Mia Hobbs:benefited from knitting that spills over into life in
Mia Hobbs:general.
Atia Azmi:Um, well, the first thing that came to mind was just
Atia Azmi:having my stash which is quite extensive. And that will
Atia Azmi:definitely be a gift that keeps giving for many years
Atia Azmi:Are you still adding to it?
Atia Azmi:I am trying not to I did just get the yarn for the second
Atia Azmi:holiday slipover, because I really like the Camarose Snefnug
Atia Azmi:yarn. And it's just, it's, I mean, I mostly buy hand dyed
Atia Azmi:yarn or used to when I was adding to my stash quite a lot
Atia Azmi:in the past. But this one is just one of my favourites or
Atia Azmi:more commercially dyed yarns. Yeah, it's just really soft and
Atia Azmi:it doesn't pill or get ruined, you know, even two years later
Atia Azmi:after knitting my first jumper, and that is still looks perfect.
Atia Azmi:So that's probably, you know, one of the best ones I've used.
Atia Azmi:But apart from that, I'm gonna try not to really add to my
Atia Azmi:stash too much anymore. Particularly as I feel the cost
Atia Azmi:of yarn is a lot more than it used to be. It's not cheap.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, yeah. So I think beyond that I already have will stand
Atia Azmi:me in good stead for quite a long time. Yeah. But in general,
Atia Azmi:just being part of the wider sort of knitting and crafting
Atia Azmi:community has probably been the best thing that has come out of
Atia Azmi:it for me. So I mean, I would say mostly, yeah, I would say
Atia Azmi:knitting has been big a big part of that for me as well,
Atia Azmi:particularly a few years ago, and there was lots of
Atia Azmi:conversations happening about diversity. And I think there's a
Atia Azmi:bit of an awakening in the sewing community as knitting
Atia Azmi:community initially, is where it started. So that I found really
Atia Azmi:valuable and it's created lots of opportunities and friendships
Atia Azmi:for me, which I wouldn't have had otherwise. So. Yeah, I think
Atia Azmi:that's been the most valuable thing for me and just having a
Atia Azmi:hobby that's for life, really, that you know, that you'll be
Atia Azmi:doing, as long as you can. Somebody was telling me recently
Atia Azmi:that she can't knit anymore for arthritis. And I was like, Oh,
Atia Azmi:my gosh, that's like, my worst nightmare. prevent that, as far
Atia Azmi:as possible.
Mia Hobbs:Yeah. I just want didn't want to let you go
Mia Hobbs:without asking about specifically about colour. And
Mia Hobbs:because I associate you in your Instagram with all these
Mia Hobbs:beautiful, bright colours, and wondered how much of a part of
Mia Hobbs:that is about the appeal. And whether that feels like, I don't
Mia Hobbs:know, part of your drive for knitting is to get to play with
Mia Hobbs:the colours or to have like, almost like wearable art? I
Mia Hobbs:don't know.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, I tend not to go for complicated patterns.
Atia Azmi:Yeah, as much as something in the colour that I want, or like
Atia Azmi:a colour combination. So like stripes, or whatever it is. So I
Atia Azmi:think colour is a big drive in, in my knitting at the moment.
Atia Azmi:Like, for example, I, like, you know, I might be like, I just
Atia Azmi:really want a yellow jumper or something. So it's not
Atia Azmi:necessarily that it matters what the pattern is, or like, it
Atia Azmi:might be just really basic, but it's the colour and introducing
Atia Azmi:that and having that in my wardrobe. And with knitting, I
Atia Azmi:feel like when you're when you've got your knitting, you're
Atia Azmi:with it for a long time. So if you've got lots of colour in
Atia Azmi:there, particularly over the winter months, it can be really
Atia Azmi:therapeutic. And that way, you've got a kind of colour
Atia Azmi:therapy just right there in front of you. So that's one of
Atia Azmi:the main things that I enjoy about my knitting at the moment.
Atia Azmi:So is a lot about colour for me, and just, and also sometimes a
Atia Azmi:bit of a challenge. So like, for example, I've got a yarn and a
Atia Azmi:kind of dark maroon red, and it's not necessarily coloured
Atia Azmi:normally use, but then I can think about how would I pair
Atia Azmi:that with other things and make that work with my wardrobe? So I
Atia Azmi:really enjoy just being creative with the colour combinations for
Atia Azmi:that as well.
Mia Hobbs:Okay. Yeah, that's really interesting. Well, thank
Mia Hobbs:you so much for talking to me. And I'm sure there'll be people
Mia Hobbs:who want to follow you on Instagram to hear your podcast.
Mia Hobbs:Can you just remind me how they can connect with you?
Atia Azmi:Yeah, of course, it's. So my Instagram is the
Atia Azmi:bright blooms. And I also have a website, which will be more
Atia Azmi:frequently updated which is the bright blooms.com and our
Atia Azmi:podcast, which is kind of more general making and sewing
Atia Azmi:podcast is called uncut. And you can find that at uncut podcast
Atia Azmi:underscore on Instagram.
Mia Hobbs:Okay, Super, thank you so much for talking to me.
Atia Azmi:Thank you. Thanks for having me.
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